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AZNrockerX: ooga booga
Strenth77: hello
AZNrockerX: did u send this a while back?
Strenth77: waiting for chris
AZNrockerX: i just got it
Strenth77: no just sent it
AZNrockerX: oh ok
AZNrockerX: forgive the horrendously large text, it wont let me change it
Strenth77: lol ok
CuddleBearChris has entered the room.
CuddleBearChris: hi
Strenth77: dkin meet master chris
AZNrockerX: hi there
AZNrockerX: im Dkin =]
CuddleBearChris: hi
CuddleBearChris: have you played as AZNrockerx before?
AZNrockerX: i dont think so
CuddleBearChris: because the name rings a bell
AZNrockerX: as AZNrocker yes though
AZNrockerX: i played alot hehe
Strenth77: i thought you said your new?
AZNrockerX: well, to this game hehe
AZNrockerX: i meant like quake and coutnerstrike
Strenth77: oh ok
CuddleBearChris: ya
CuddleBearChris: mabye thats where ive seen you
CuddleBearChris: is playing CS
AZNrockerX: hehe
AZNrockerX: cool =]
AZNrockerX: do u know [tsn]?
AZNrockerX: im part of that clan, big bay area clan
AZNrockerX: i havent played cs in months though
Strenth77: dkin
CuddleBearChris: ya
Strenth77: whats your age?
CuddleBearChris: ive seen you play before
AZNrockerX: im 18
CuddleBearChris: hrmm
AZNrockerX: good deal, what name do u go by, chris?
CuddleBearChris: ahh when playing CS
Strenth77: master chris
CuddleBearChris: lots of stuff
Strenth77: hey dkin
AZNrockerX: yes?
Strenth77: jedi 
AZNrockerX: eh?
AZNrockerX: hehe
Strenth77: we are very serious about are ways
CuddleBearChris: AZN
CuddleBearChris: err
CuddleBearChris: DKin
CuddleBearChris: we are not a clan
CuddleBearChris: we are an order
AZNrockerX: i c
CuddleBearChris: some people meerly play the game
Strenth77: and that you must be loyal to the council and jedi code to the fullest
CuddleBearChris: but we believe that just because your playing a videogame
CuddleBearChris: doesnt mean that you are in a different reality
CuddleBearChris: what you say and do to others still effects you and them
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: IE if your an asshole to somone
CuddleBearChris: or make them feel poorly
CuddleBearChris: they take this into their personal lives
AZNrockerX: sounds like a good philosophy
CuddleBearChris: many people use video games
CuddleBearChris: as a way to "let the anger out"
AZNrockerX: hehe
CuddleBearChris: to have some kind of release
AZNrockerX: i totally understand ya =]
CuddleBearChris: they feel that they reach some kind of catharsis
CuddleBearChris: by doing this
CuddleBearChris: but what they dont realize is that
CuddleBearChris: everytime you give into the darkside
CuddleBearChris: wether it be in game
CuddleBearChris: or out of game
CuddleBearChris: it makes you that much more suceptible
CuddleBearChris: in the future
CuddleBearChris: most people are full of anger
CuddleBearChris: and have no conciousness
CuddleBearChris: or self awareness
CuddleBearChris: and have no idea that they hate
CuddleBearChris: the jedi exist to bring hope to others
AZNrockerX: u guys are pretty serious about this huh...
CuddleBearChris: and to show them the downfall of the darkside
CuddleBearChris: yes
Strenth77: yyes
CuddleBearChris: as I said we are not a clan
CuddleBearChris: we are an order
CuddleBearChris: this doesnt mean we are geeky starwars freaks
AZNrockerX: i mean, i totally understand ur philosophy, just i dunno if i'd call it being part of the jedi or darkside, that's all
CuddleBearChris: the philosophies presented in star wars
CuddleBearChris: are borrwed from the tao te ching
CuddleBearChris: and buhddism
CuddleBearChris: for this reason most of our members are older
CuddleBearChris: in age
CuddleBearChris: to be a jedi is a serious commitment
CuddleBearChris: and one that is not easily upheld
CuddleBearChris: do you understand?
Strenth77: i am not sure you are one to be jedi dkin
CuddleBearChris: true jedi never fight with agression
CuddleBearChris: or anger
CuddleBearChris: we do not fight to win
Strenth77: you maybe think this is wacked
CuddleBearChris: but for honor
CuddleBearChris: and to help others
AZNrockerX: i see what u guys mean, i guess only thing is i may not be so into the order, u know what i mean?
AZNrockerX: it all sounds good though
CuddleBearChris: yes I know exactly what you mean Dkin
CuddleBearChris: there are many friends
CuddleBearChris: of the jedi that are not worthy
CuddleBearChris: inside themselves
CuddleBearChris: but we still play with them on servers
CuddleBearChris: and they are our friends
CuddleBearChris: but they know as well as we do that they are not fit to be a jedi
CuddleBearChris: as I said, being a jedi is a responsibility
CuddleBearChris: many people just want to play the game
CuddleBearChris: tthey dont want that kind of responsibility to others
CuddleBearChris: and to themselves to strive to understand the living force
CuddleBearChris: and to be in balance with it.
Strenth77: we keep our minds at peace in the game and in RL
AZNrockerX: good deal
AZNrockerX: sounds good
CuddleBearChris: explain your thoughts AZN
AZNrockerX: well, basically, i can totally relate to ur philosophies, its actually the same rule set as my own code of conduct
AZNrockerX: note that ive lead clans before in quake (honorable ones, not just ur run of the mill clans)
AZNrockerX: so, i can totally understand where ur comin from
CuddleBearChris: yes
AZNrockerX: well, only thing is it seems like it takes a good deal of role play to be part of this, that's the only thing that makes me hesitate
CuddleBearChris: yes
AZNrockerX: other than that, it sounds very in tune with what i believe
CuddleBearChris: what you dont understand
CuddleBearChris: and why I do not believe you are fit to be a jedi
CuddleBearChris: is this is not roleplay
CuddleBearChris: we live by this code (or try to as best we can in todays world)
AZNrockerX: oh, i just mean the names and such
CuddleBearChris: and therin the responsibility lies
AZNrockerX: i dont mean being slow to anger and such
Strenth77: names?
CuddleBearChris: beg your pardon?
CuddleBearChris: Im sorry im confsed about your meaning
AZNrockerX: like darkside, this and that hehe
Strenth77: me to
Strenth77: well dude
AZNrockerX: np, im tryin to not be offensive =]
Strenth77: this game is starwars
CuddleBearChris: just be yourself
AZNrockerX: ok good deal
Strenth77: no no nooffense taken at all
CuddleBearChris: goerge lucas used those terms
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AZNrockerX: egad
AZNrockerX: eek, my connection are da suxor hehe
CuddleBearChris: :-)
Strenth77: np
AZNrockerX: ok, i think this was a big misunderstanding, i was takin u guys too literally, thought u were some sorta cult for a sec lol
CuddleBearChris: hrmm
CuddleBearChris: Im confused how you came to that conclusion
Strenth77: weellllll
CuddleBearChris: fear is a path to the darkside young one
CuddleBearChris: beware
Strenth77: do you remember my personality when we were fighting dkin?
CuddleBearChris: if you fear the universe, it will presents things truely to be afraid of
AZNrockerX: oh, cuz u refered to things in the terms that george lucas invented, but u were talkin about the game and in real life, i thought u were really serious about callin everything by the terms of lucas arts =]
CuddleBearChris: well 
AZNrockerX: dont worry, i get u guys, the philosophy i mean
AZNrockerX: just i took the wording too seriosuly
CuddleBearChris: IRL I mean I dont necessarily call it the darkside
AZNrockerX: seriously*
CuddleBearChris: I dont sit here and try to move things with my mind
AZNrockerX: hehe
CuddleBearChris: but there are evil forces out here
Strenth77: LOL
CuddleBearChris: err out there
AZNrockerX: of course =]
CuddleBearChris: and just because we are all on the internet
CuddleBearChris: doesnt mean we are escaping them
AZNrockerX: bah, i must sound like a dunce confusin u guys and myself hehe
CuddleBearChris: the energy you give to others
Strenth77: do you remember my personality when we were fighting dkin?
CuddleBearChris: effects them in and out of game
AZNrockerX: i know what u guys mean though
AZNrockerX: yah i do, strenth
Strenth77: was i all weird?
AZNrockerX: nop
Strenth77: i was being myself
CuddleBearChris: I bet youd find
CuddleBearChris: that strenth and I are more normal than most people
CuddleBearChris: where most people have dark and twisted evil thoughts inside
CuddleBearChris: that they only show to others under certian circumstances
AZNrockerX: i understand, sounds legitimate
CuddleBearChris: but as far as in game goes
CuddleBearChris: the jedi code has things that must be upheld
CuddleBearChris: the same things that you would uphold being a jedi in your personal life
AZNrockerX: sounds good
AZNrockerX: its makin sense now hehe
CuddleBearChris: being a jedi means you have to act with a certian demenor at all times
CuddleBearChris: even under the worst circumstances
CuddleBearChris: if you pass the tests
CuddleBearChris: and are accepted as padawan
CuddleBearChris: from the 1st day of your training
CuddleBearChris: from then on
CuddleBearChris: you are always a jedi
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: you cannot fight for other clans
CuddleBearChris: or for yourself
CuddleBearChris: we fight for honor and for hope, not to win
CuddleBearChris: once you are trained
CuddleBearChris: if you are made master
CuddleBearChris: it is your responisbility and your duty
CuddleBearChris: to pass on what you have learned
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: by taking on a padawan
CuddleBearChris: and training them by the jedi code
CuddleBearChris: believe it or not
CuddleBearChris: but right now, if you were to be jedi, you would be a 5th generation jedi
CuddleBearChris: it may sound silly to you
CuddleBearChris: but strenth was my old master
CuddleBearChris: and he learned from his master
CuddleBearChris: I trained with strenth for quite awhile before I became master
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: and considering the hours we put in
AZNrockerX: so this is a pretty big order huh...
AZNrockerX: crazy stuff
CuddleBearChris: a very long time, esp for the gameworld
CuddleBearChris: no
CuddleBearChris: we are not big
Strenth77: i sense deceition in the future
CuddleBearChris: deception?
AZNrockerX: hehe
Strenth77: deceiption
CuddleBearChris: perhaps a lacking of loyalty
CuddleBearChris: do you see what I mean now
Strenth77: no offense
CuddleBearChris: that being a jedi is not an easy task
AZNrockerX: i mean like its not just a local thing with close friends or somethin?
CuddleBearChris: that its a responisbility
Strenth77: no
CuddleBearChris: no
CuddleBearChris: people are destined to meet
CuddleBearChris: in the universe
CuddleBearChris: to pay out karmic debts
CuddleBearChris: owed from past lives
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: the force brings people that share destinies togeather
Strenth77: we live in different countries
AZNrockerX: oh
CuddleBearChris: yes
CuddleBearChris: but as master and apprentice
AZNrockerX: ok, that explains a bit more then
CuddleBearChris: strenth and I are close
CuddleBearChris: closer than alot of friends who know each other face to face
Strenth77: yaye
Strenth77: aye
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: to put it in simpler terms
CuddleBearChris: being a jedi isnt always 'fun'
CuddleBearChris: people tease us all the time on servers
AZNrockerX: i c
CuddleBearChris: and we are forced to deal with
Strenth77: yep
AZNrockerX: understandable
CuddleBearChris: and be victorious agaisnt the most evil minded people
CuddleBearChris: this isnt an easy task
Strenth77: but many like the jedi alot
CuddleBearChris: yes
CuddleBearChris: even those who have been sith
Strenth77: we have a good rep
CuddleBearChris: have been turned to the light
CuddleBearChris: and respect us
AZNrockerX: i c
Strenth77: and take on a padawan
Strenth77: we must be sure as the padawan
CuddleBearChris: yes
CuddleBearChris: to take a padawan on
Strenth77: that it is the right descision
CuddleBearChris: we must be sure that he or she is worthy to be a jedi
CuddleBearChris: our tests are very extensive
CuddleBearChris: and many how found
CuddleBearChris: that at the end
Strenth77: hehe yes thats what i want to say
CuddleBearChris: although still wanting to be a jedu
CuddleBearChris: jedi
CuddleBearChris: that they find themselves not worthy
CuddleBearChris: within their own hearts
AZNrockerX: ic
CuddleBearChris: and they withdraw their request
Strenth77: this is to much for you dkin ?
AZNrockerX: sounds fine
Strenth77: i feel it is
CuddleBearChris: I sense it also
CuddleBearChris: hesitation
CuddleBearChris: and fear
Strenth77: fear
CuddleBearChris: yes
CuddleBearChris: we are true jedi Dkin
Strenth77: and you prolly think we are wacked
Strenth77: hehe
AZNrockerX: nah, i respect u guys
CuddleBearChris: if you are just looking
CuddleBearChris: for a group of people
CuddleBearChris: to have fun and play with
AZNrockerX: everyone has their own philosophies
CuddleBearChris: and learn the game
CuddleBearChris: this is not it
CuddleBearChris: not to say that we dont have lots of fun
CuddleBearChris: and that we dont learn lots from each other
CuddleBearChris: (the jedi are probably the most trained warriors out there)
CuddleBearChris: but really if you are looking just for people to play with
CuddleBearChris: and have fun
CuddleBearChris: this is not the group to be with
Strenth77: not meaning sabre skill's alone
CuddleBearChris: exactly
CuddleBearChris: being a jedi has little to do with saber skill
AZNrockerX: i wasnt really lookin for anything hehe
CuddleBearChris: I sense that you have a good heart
CuddleBearChris: and have a light mind
CuddleBearChris: but I also sense
Strenth77: you sounded pretyty excited in the server
CuddleBearChris: thjat although youd like to train with us
CuddleBearChris: and to play with us
AZNrockerX: i just asked how i could keep in contact =P
AZNrockerX: hehe
CuddleBearChris: tthat you are not willing to make a commitment to the order
CuddleBearChris: and are not ready for the responisbilities that being a jedi entails
CuddleBearChris: does this ring true?
Strenth77: and you also said that to join jedi would be "leet"
AZNrockerX: ur right
AZNrockerX: leet = wanting to sound positive
Strenth77: aye
CuddleBearChris: yes 31337 even
CuddleBearChris: t=)
AZNrockerX: hehe
Strenth77: thats why i like you is that you never get angry
AZNrockerX: ic
AZNrockerX: good deal hehe
CuddleBearChris: well im glad we could chat dkin
AZNrockerX: same, u guys are alright
CuddleBearChris: hah
CuddleBearChris: well I guess alright isnt half bad eh strenth?
CuddleBearChris: hehehe
Strenth77: hehe
AZNrockerX: =]
CuddleBearChris: cool Dkin well we'll cya around
CuddleBearChris: :-)
Strenth77: kill sith
Strenth77: and may thee force be with you
CuddleBearChris: yes
CuddleBearChris: may the force be with you