| ~Journal~ |
| ~*April 9, 2003*~ |
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| So sad.. im so sick today.. *sigh*. I've been sick for a very very long time.. always coughing and sneezing.. =( Im gonna go to the doctor soon.. my mommy is rushing to finish up her things and we gots ta wait for my daddy to come home to pick us up so they could all take me to the doctor and see what the doc says i gots!! Hope its not something bad.. hm..=/ Im so bored right now.. just got home from school and club (AGAPE..yay!). So tired.. i was running around with my group getting clues for the perable we had to look for.. the word turned out to be SHEEP, though we didnt win.. cuz we didnt come in first with the word.. *sigh*.. but it was overall fun! hehe.. and at least got some exercise done .. scine i havnet been going to gym.. cuz i was sick with MONO.. though i was gonna go back.. but now im sick again with a bad cold.. i cant handle so much!! ahh..!! Anyways.. as i was saying.. uh.. we went all over the place looking for clues.. and those clue ppl kept walking around.. and it was really funny when BEN had to use his mouth to get the paper in the wiped cream pie.. haha.. and someone came and pushed his head in to the pie .. lol.. it was funny. Haha.. sry about blabbing along with my story.. but it was so fun.. dont u peeps wished that u were there with me??!! haha.. oh yea.. and when i was running with my group.. i just so happened to come across my CRUSH!! OMG.. i like him so much.. though.. i wished he knew who i was.. i dont think he knows..hm..*sigh* |
| ~April 20, 2003~ |
| Haha.. im so happy right now.. cuz im engaged with my lover! hehe.. i love u JASON FROST! =) He proposed to me on wednesday (april 16, 2003). Heh.. and guess what i said.. lol.. (duh) of course i said yes.. well after a while of thinking. I mean.. i really love him, so why wouldnt i wanna spend my life with him! hehe!! Im really happy that im gonna be married to him!! =) u guys should all be jealous of me!! haha!! Anyways.. what happened today was really fun. I went out with my best buddies.. isabella, eunice, and rochelle.. and we went to play tennis. Man it was so sunny.. and i think we lost our enthusiaism for tennis.. cuz we werent really trying anymore.. and when we really wanted to try, it was kinda lame.. haha.. we need more PRATICE again! *sigh*.. i think i was in the sun for too long.. cuz.. my cheeks are kinda.. red right now.. lol.. though its not a sun burn.. i hope. =/ Hm... oh wells.. my hunny bun loves me.. hehe.. so that makes up for everything. Welp.. im tired.. so imma bounce now! |
| ~April 28, 2003~ |
| Im happy that now im with Matt. Jason kinda left me. I just dont really understand what happened.. he said that he loved me so much.. and his he even made me cry cuz he loved me so much.. his love really touched me. But.. i really dont understand.. why all this love could just disappear and go down the drain like that. Im really frustrated and hurt.. i wish he knew how i felt right now. It hurts so much .. and i miss him so much.. i really dont wanna take matt for granted and.. do anything wrong.. cuz i wouldnt want to lose again.. i cant afford to do this. *sigh*.. im tired.. meeh outs now! |
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| ~June 11, 2003~ |
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| Its been almost 2 months now with matt..and im so happy. We love each other so so much and i wouldnt know what i'd do without him. I dont think anyone can take us apart, we were really just meant for each other. We can really trust each other with each other's hearts! I love u matt so much..! =) I miss him so much right now though.. lol.. i think of him every minute of my life.. and i just love everything about him. Okay.. enough about matt.. anyways.. its summa and i gots nothing to do ..*sigh*.. summa is only starting and im already bored like this.. man.. i gotta plan more outtings. Lol.. welp.. im outs.. cuz imma watch some tv! Peace y'all! |
| Today was fun.. cuz we went to see FINDING NEMO! haha.. hes so cute.. and also so sad.. *sigh*..welp.. today was this "celebration" thingy for like..Shirley's b-day..shes gonna be 16! How cool .. lol.. i guess its cool.. not really.. haha. I miss Matt so much right now.. hes out with his friends probably..cuz i gave him a lil ring and his mommy said that hes not home.. but should be home later on.. *sigh*.. i guess i'll hafta wait for him to return back to me.. hehe.. but sadly.. imma have to go eat dinner soon.. and we are going out to dinner.. so.. yea.. welp.. its okay.. i could live without him.. lol.. no.. not really.. haha.. okay.. im not making sense here.. so.. yea.. imma go now.. 1hug 1kiss and im outs like dis..----------> |
| ~June 12, 2003~ |
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| ~June 30, 2003~ |
| Lol.. today i was at Seewan's place with Isabella scanning pix. Hehe.. the pix were so funny looking.. especially the ones with seewan in the sand..with boobs and shit. haha.. funny.. well i think he uploaded some pix .. so.. yea. u should go check 'em out.. i should have the pix too... so.. u could always IM me.. and ask me for 'em.. aite.. ttylz.. imma go upload more pix.. haha.. ttylz. Peace! |
| ~July 15, 2003~ |
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| Man.. i had a doc. and dentist appointment today. Its sucks.. cuz now my teeth kinda hurt more than before. And.. the dentist said that i have 4 cavities!! ahh.. so many.. now they are gonna hafta drill my teeth! *sigh*.. so scary.. but yea.. i know that i have to get it over with soon.. just after that.. i will not eat so many sweets anymore. Just to avoid getting drilled again and getting more and more bad teeth! And also.. i got my TB shot today.. just for the volunteering thing. *sigh*.. but anyways.. um.. yea.. i dont really have anyting to say.. so.. imma bounce now.. so bored..*sigh*.. missing my baby =( where are u.. imma go look for him now.. bye byes. =) |