black heart opaque soul
to fly
To fly free no problems at all,
to relax and no sorow to come give me pain,
but i cannot fly my wings are broken,
the pain and sorow will hold me down,
but the dream of flying away on birds wings
will help mend my broken wings  to fly

A PERFECT WORLD
...
i don't understand anything any more
whats left of me is gone and nothing more
i see a perfect world where i can hold you close
a place where I can keep my dreams and hopes
i can see myself falling in love with you
there is nothing I can do, my wish for you will never come true
              i am not good enough for you
your eyes are a sea reflecting to me all my impuritys
  a beautiful reminder of what I can never be
go back now to your perfect world  where i don't belong
stay in bliss till the memories of me are gone
and here I will stay an idiot falling in love with you
                 my wish for you will never come tru
e...
the feelings came from my 2 favorite poems in some way    i think this is my best poem

MY LAST HOPE FOR HUMAN
ITY
all my life i wanted something to hold on to
all my dreams died no matter how hard i tried
all to easy to give in and never feel again
all i want now is
to share your heaven to share my hell
to taste your lips to hold hands
to share my love to understand
to live again to be human
all my dreams mean nothing with out y
ou...
                                   i made this poem cuz a wish came true

DAWN TILL DUSK a son
ate
the day comes to a close
getting shorter with every breath
life wilts away like a dying rose
growing decay closer to Death
the tides of time wash ashore
the life and love she shines today
but the undertow pulls back the days before
todays love comes with a great price to pay
it lasts only now and then its past
the futre slips away with every loving kiss
wishing that when i hold you it could last
to stay forever in timeless bliss
as there was time in dawn to waste today
in dusk our life is sand in an hour glass sliping away...

FALLING IN TO DEEP
the grey world around us slips away,
all these feelings inside but no words to say,
i tried not to fall in to deep,
i wanted to show you a world of beuaty; a world of light,
but my soul is still as black as night,
i try not to let love leave me blind,
so i search for a weakness in you
and the more i look the more i fall in love,
i just wish i could tell how deep you feel too...

BECAUSE
THE URGE TO FLY
THE LOST TIME
THE BROKEN LIES
THE DREAM SLOWLY DIES
LOVE THRIVES
MY SOUL DIES
REBORN AGAIN
WHERE I WAS A FOOL
MY SOUL IS FOUND
WHERE SOME WHERE LEFT BEHIND
WHERE I AM STILL BLIND
SAVOR EVERY BIT OF PAIN
BECAUSE I FOUND HAPINESS IN LOVE
BECAUSE I WAS HUMAN ALL ALONG
BECAUSE MY NIGHTMARE REACHED DAWN
BECAUSE OF
YOU
becasue the book hasnt closed

THE DANNY and TRISTA POEM
i am a trista la la la, i am cute da da da,
NO I AM NOT ha ha ha, NO I AM NOT cha cha cha,
YOU LIE nah nah nah, NOPE blah blah blah,
i love you la cha de da!, i love you grr grr grr!!!!
                            OK                       
yeah this was cute

DAWN.
where is my place here with out face,
fell from grace, lost my way, forget the darkday, all in my head,
my dreams are dead,
wings are gone, approching dawn,
all alone again,   no one home, dont leave me ,
                and i wake up to you only a dream
i was human all along in your arms is where i belong... 
this poem was for trista



                 DECENDING II
down to earth again all alone
instead like last when i landed on feet i now lay on knees
i say goodbye   wish it all lies
nothing now is left and our dreams die
please not another slipping away
like our love has
so cold and dark i wait for day
with broken wings and bleeding heart
i search for something to say
in your eyes i see a refelction of me
and see your decending too
in agony i cry burned by the suns reply
here is where my humanity dies
as my love for you
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