i stopped hating her
she was my first girlfriend and some nasty shit happened i got hurt beyond words. i was so full of regret and shame. i made a mistake because i didnt leave her when i should have. in my hatred i seemed to forget that not every moment was hell. i had a long talk to her and she said shes changed alot. her biggest problem is one of control. she cant seem to resist an urge even though it is one that can fuck her life up. there is alot of beauty in her, alot to love. but then there is alot of ugly in her, and some to hate. all these pieces that put her toghter dont fit. she wants to be loved yet she cant handle when something she does rips her reputation. but ok a side the pain talk she can be fun to chill with sometimes
FAV COLOR: dont know
FAV BAND: system of a down
SPARE TIME: hang out with friends, being outside
FORIEN TOUNGE: some spanish i think
PETS: birds
her mom is cool shit! her name is god and she likes john wayne movies.