night is long never coming dawn,
this calm white glow only white snow,
mind almost lost,
nothing left to lose nothing left to gain,
like an hourglass i am sliping away... as we fall whisper your regret
BLOODSTORM
the air smells of blood,
the sky screams and starts to cry,
the bloodstorm starts,
the damned wake the earth quakes,
the air rages sun grows dark,
a light mist and black shadow cover the world the bloodstorm begins. very bad mood wanted world to die the air really smelled like blood that day
DARK DAY
the darkness greats me once again, whispering things into my head,
evil thought i am fed, i know nothing my soul is dead,
light shines in to show me out, to this world so fucking dark,
life is to gray, welcome to my dark day.
i hated everything even myself the unholy god of darkness
fading lies
when all my hope was gone nothing left to hold on,
to see the world die to see the meek try,
yet i know it is just a lie,
wings broken i will never fly
i failed at being a god i guess almost ready to give up hope
THE DREAM IS DEAD-hope
it came to a end the dream is dead,
dry of all my tears scumbed to all my fears,
for once i can't find hate where the fuck was fate,
i can't keep hanging on a lie so vacant inside,
to scared to let my emotions die,
wings to frail i will never fly but still i try.
every thing dies
THE DAILY GRIND
every day is a blur mind stuck in a slur,
exusted all the time nothing left inside,
the daily grind brings flowing depravation,
waiting for love to set me free and take me away,
but here i stay in this daily grind losing my mind...
when you spend your hate make sure you can aford it
IN MY DREAMS
angels riding nightmares and lands of lamenting,
upward sprail stair cases that spin all the way down,
a sucubus in a dark black gown,
all the demons that were cast down the darkest night ever found
all my dreams i could never find all the hope i left behind.
pretty little poem
THE WRETCHED
in all the broken places, all the lost names and faces,
how the fuck am i to stay and watch you stray from whatever was our way,
because things changed this got deranged,
some wish for times before in these emty spaces such a bore
"I do not need you anymore you cannot hurt me anymore"
I WANT TO RISE ABOVE
I WANT TO FEEL LOVE
GODLIKE I STAND
AN EMPTY MAN
STILL I AM ALIVE
AND STILL I STRIVE TO FLY
UNTILL LIKE EVERYTHING I DIE