tortured faith
i love the way i hate my life
i hate the way i love to die
i want the pain inside my head
inside the life i should have led
i needed time to hate myself
to crave the hurt and nothing else
but tortured faith evelops all
surrounded by a mangled wall
inside this shell i feel no pain
no hope to lose, yet none to gain
sheltered from my own abuse
a twisted soul without a use
would you rape my world again?
my only love, my sweetest friend
a throbbing hurt inside my skull
this knife is sharp, my mind is dull
standing on a suicide ledge
half a step beyond the edge
wrecked the youth that i once needed
have i begged you? have i pleaded?
writhing in your acid touch
fight the scars i need so much
bitter hate is going stale
how could i kill the one so frail