My debut feature film 9
won two awards in
21st International Istanbul Film
Festival in April 2002
and has been selected as Turkey's nominee for Foreign Film Oscar in 75th Academy Awards.
If you want to read about it, click
here.
My all time
favourites film list:
"Barton Fink",
"Raising Arizona" (Joel-Ethan Coen)
"Roma", "Dolce
Vita" (Federico Fellini)
"Brazil" (Terry
Gilliam)
"Taxi Driver",
"Raging Bull" (Martin Scorsese)
"Rumble Fish",
"Godfather", "One From The Heart" (Francis Ford Coppola)
"The Meaning
of Life" (Monthy Python)
"Y Tu Mama Tambien", (Alfonso Cuaron)
"Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind", (Michel Gondry)
"Drowning
By Numbers", "The Cook, The Thief, His Wife, Her Lover" (Peter Greenaway)
"Shame", "Fanny
and Alexander" (Ingmar Bergman)
"Passenger"
(M. Antonioni)
"Sunset Boulevard", "Double Indemnity"
(Billy Wilder)
"In The White
City" (Alain Tanner)
"Annie Hall"
(Woody Allen)
"Wings of
Desire" (Wim Wenders)
"Viridiana"
(Luis Bunuel)
"Toy Story"
(John Lasseter)
"Fight Club"
(David Fincher)
"Truman Show"
(Peter Weir)
"Glengarry Glenross"
(James Foley, Written by David Mamet)
Jorge Lois Borges
If every name
is (as the Greek maintains
In the Cratylus)
the archetype of its thing,
Among the
letters of ring, resides the ring,
And in the
word Nile all the Nile remains.
Then, made
up of vowels and consonants,
Encoding God’s
essence, should exists some Name
Whose exact
syllables and letters frame
Within them,
terribly, Omnipotence
Adam and all
the stars had known it, placed
There in the
Garden. The corrosive rust
Of sin (cabalists
say) has long effaced
The Name that
generations since have lost.
Human innocency
and human guile
Are boundless:
it is known that a day came
When the chosen
People pursued the Name
Over the wakeful
ghetto’s midnight oil
Unlike the
way of those who, as in fog
Beam a dim
shadow in dim history,
Green and
alive remains the memory
Of Judah,
the Hohe Rabbi Löw of Prague
Yearning to
know that which the Deity
Knows, the
Rabbi turned to permutations
Of letters
in complicated variations
And finally
pronounced the name which is the Key
The Entry Gate,
the Echo, Host, and Mansion,
Over a dummy
at which, with sluggish hand,
He labored
hard that it might understand
Secrets of
Time, Space, Being, and Extension.
The simulacrum
raised its heavy, lowered
Eyelids and
perceived the colors and forms;
It understood
not; lost in loud alarms,
I started
to take groping paces forward.
And like ourselves,
it gradually became
Locked in
the sonorous meshes of the net
of After,
Before, Tomorrow, Meanwhile, Yet,
Right, Left,
You, Me, and Different and Same.
(The cabalists
from whom the creaturu took
Its inspiration
called the weird thing Golem-
But all these
matters are discussed by Scholem
In a most
learned passage in his book.)
The rabbi revaeled
td it the universe
(This is my
foot; that’s yours; this is a log)
And after
years of training, the perverse
Pupil manged
to sweep the synagogue.
Perhaps there
was a faulty text, or breach
In the articulation
of the Name;
The magic
was the highest-all the same,
The apprentice
person never mastered speech.
Less a man’s
than a dog’s, less a dog’s, well,
Even than
a thing’s, the creature’s eyes
Wolud always
turn to follow the rabbi’s
Steps through
the dubious shadows of his cell.
Something eerie,
gross, about the Golem,
For at his
very coming, the rabbi’s cat
Would vanish.
(The cat cannot be found in Scholem;
Accross the
years, I divine it, for all that.)
Toward God
it would extend those filial palms,
Aping the
devotions of its God,
Or bend itself,
the stupid, grinning clod,
In hollow,
Orientalized salaams.
The rabbi gazed
on it with tender eyes
And terror.
How (he asked) could it be done
Thet I engender
this disressing son?
Inaction in
wisdom, I left off being wise.
To an infinite
series why was it for me
To add another
integer? To the vain
Hank that
is spun out in Eternity
Another cause
or effect, another pain?
At the anguished
hour when the light gets vague
Upon his Golem
his eyes would come to rest.
Who can tell
us the feelings in His breast
As God gazed
on His rabbi there in Prague?
anyone lived
in a pretty how
town
e. e.
cummings
anyone lived in a pretty
how town
(with up so floating
many bells down)
spring summer autumn
winter
he sang his didn’t he
danced his did
women and men (both
little and small)
cared for anyone not at
all
they sowed their isn’t
they reaped their same
sun moon stars
rain
children guessed (but
only a few
and down they forgot as
up they grew
autumn winter spring
summer)
that noone loved him
more by more
when by now and tree by
leaf
she laughed his joy she
cried his grief
bird by snow and stir
by still
anyone’s any was all to
her
someones married their
everyones
laughed their cryings
and did their dance
(sleep wake hope and
then) they
said their nevers they
slept their dream
stars rain sun
moon
(and only the snow can
begin to explain
how children are apt to
forget to remember
with up so floating
many bells down)
one day anyone died i
guess
(and noone stooped to
kiss his face)
busy folk buried them
side by side
little by little and
was by was
all by all and deep by
deep
and more by more they
dream their sleep
noone and anyone earth
by april
wish by spirit and if
by yes
women and men
(both dong and ding)
summer autumn winter
spring
reaped their sowing and
went their came
sun moon stars
rain
The Leaden Eyed
Vachel Lindsay
Let not young souls be
smothered out before
They do quaint deeds
and fully flaunt their pride.
It’s the world’s one
crime its babes grow dull,
Its poor are ox-like,
limp and leaden eyed.
Not that they starve,
but starve so dreamlessly,
Not that they sow, but
that they seldom reap,
Not that they serve,
but have no gods to serve,
Not that they die, but
they die like sheep.
Nature’s Lineaments
Robert Graves
When mountain rocks and
leafy trees
And clouds and things
like these,
With edges,
Caricature the human
face,
Such scribblings have
no grace
Nor peace-
The bulbous nose, the
sunken chin,
The ragged mouth in
grin
Of cretin.
Nature is always so: you
find
That all she has of
mind
Is wind,
Retching among the empty
spaces,
Ruffling the idiot
grasses,
The sheep’s
fleeces.
Whose pleasures are
excreting, poking,
Havocking and
sucking,
Sleepy
licking.
Whose griefs are
melancholy,
Whose flowers are
oafish,
Whose waters,
silly,
Whose birds,
raffish,
Whose fish,
fish.
Epitaph on a Tyrant
W.H. Auden
Perfection, of a kind,
was what he was after,
And the poetry he
invented was easy to understand;
He knew human folly
like the back of his hand,
And was greatly
interested in armies and fleets;
When he laughed,
respectable senators burst with
laughter,
And when he cried the
little children died in
the streets.
The Last Words of My English Grandmother
William Carlos Williams
There were some dirty
plates
and a glass of
milk
beside her on a small
table
near the rank,
disheveled bed-
Wrinkled and nearly
blind
she lay and
snored
rousing with anger in
her tones
to cry for
food,
Gimme something to
eat-
They’re starving
me-
I’m all right I won’t
go
to the hospital. No,
no, no
Give me something to
eat
Let me take you
to the hospital, I
said
and after you are
well
you can do as you
please.
She smiled, Yes
you do what you please
first
then I can do what I
please-
Oh, oh, oh! she
cried
as the ambulance men
lifted
her to the
strecher-
Is this what you
call
making me
comfortable?
By now her mind was
clear-
Oh you think you’re
smart
you young
people,
she said, but I’ll tell
you
you don’t know
anything.
Then we started.
On the way
we passed a long
row
of elms. She looked at
them
awhile out of
the ambulance window
and said,
What are all
those
fuzzy looking things
out there?
Trees? Well, I’m
tired
of them, and rolled her
head away.