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One of my greatest faults is that I don't know how to ask for help.

While this is great in a sense that you can assign me a task and never have to worry about me missing deadlines, it also effectively make me a non-team player.

I don't share. Period. If that means my personal life or work environment, yeah.... losir don't play nice.

Today, I was in a meeting when my manager said flat out, "You're the lead on this project, you can get anyone to help you as you see fit. When I say you're the lead, it doesn't mean you have carry it all on your shoulders."

Maybe it's because I don't trust anyone. I don't trust anyone but me to do it right. I'm very uncomfortable with handing it over to someone else. Heck, I hate other people driving on roadtrips because I'd rather be in control of my own fate.

It's scary because this time, I dont' intend to do any "work". I am just going to pass the buck and manage - and it scares me more than you know.

....There're no hidden messages here. posted by losir at 12:04 AM