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and the flowers were all merry by the roadside; and the wealth of gold was scattered through the rift of the clouds while we busily went on our way and paid no heed. We sang no glad songs nor played; we went not to the village for barter; we spoke not a word nor smiled; we lingered not on the way. We quickened our pave more and more as time sped by. The sun rose
to the mid sky and doves cooed in the shade.
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and passed through strange, far-away countries.
All honour to you, heroic host of the interminable path! Mockery and reproach pricked me to rise, but found no response in me. I gave myself up for lost in the depth of a glad humiliation--- in the shadow of a dim delight. The repose of the sun-embroidered green gloom slowly spread over my heart. I forgot for what I had travelled, and I surrendered my mind without struggle to the maze of shadows and songs. At last, when I woke from my slumber and opened my eyes, I saw thee standing by me, flooding my sleep with thy smile. How I had feared that the path was long and wearisome, and the struggle to reach thee was hard! |
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You came down from your throne and
stood at my cottage door.
I was singing all alone in a corner,
and the melody caught your ear.
You came down and stood at my cottage
door.
Masters are many in your hall, and
songs are sung there at all hours.
But the simple carol of this novice
struck at your love.
One plaintive little strain mingled
with the great music of the world,
And with a flower for a prize you
came down and stopped at my cottage door.
I had gone a-begging from door to
door in the village path,
When thy golden chariot appeared
in the distance like a gorgeous dream
And I wondered who was this King
of all kings!
My hopes rose high and methought
my evil days were at an end,
And I stood waiting for alms to
be given unasked and for wealth scattered on all sides in the dust.
The chariot stopped where I stood.
Thy glance fell on me and thou camest
down with a smile.
I felt that the luck of my life
had come at last.
Then of a sudden thou didst hold
out thy right hand and say `What hast thou to give to me?'
Ah, what a kingly jest was it to
open thy palm to a beggar to beg!
I was confused and stood undecided,
and then from my wallet
I slowly took out the least little
grain of corn and gave it to thee.
But how great my surprise when at
the day's end I emptied my
bag on the floor to find a least
little gram of gold among the poor heap.
I bitterly wept and wished that
I had had the heart to give thee my all.
The night darkened. Our day's works had been done.
We thought that the last guest had arrived for the night and the doors
in the village were all shut. Only some said the king was to come.
We laughed and said `No, it cannot be!'
It seemed there were knocks at the door and we said it was
nothing but the wind. We put out the lamps and lay down to
sleep. Only some said, `It is the messenger!'
We laughed and said `No, it must be the wind!'
There came a sound in the dead of the night. We sleepily
thought it was the distant thunder. The earth shook, the walls
rocked, and it troubled us in our sleep. Only some said it was the sound
of wheels.
We said in a drowsy murmur, `No, it must be the rumbling of clouds!'
The night was still dark when the drum sounded. The voice
came `Wake up! delay not!' We pressed our hands on our hearts
and shuddered with fear. Some said, `Lo, there is the king's flag!'
We stood up on our feet and cried `There is no time for delay!'
The king has come---but where are lights, where are wreaths?
Where is the throne to seat him? Oh, shame! Oh utter shame!
Where is the hall, the decorations? Someone has said, `Vain is this cry!
Greet him with empty hands, lead him into thy rooms all bare!'
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Open the doors, let
the conch-shells be sounded! in the depth of the night has come the king
of our dark, dreary house.
The thunder roars in the sky. The darkness shudders with lightning. Bring out thy tattered piece of mat and spread it in the courtyard. With the storm has come of a sudden our king of the fearful night. I thought I should ask of thee--- but I dared not--- the rose wreath thou hadst on thy neck. Thus I waited for the morning, when thou didst depart, to find a few fragments on the bed. And like a beggar I searched in the dawn only for a stray petal or two. |
Ah me, what is it I find? What token left of thy love?
It is no flower, no spices, no vase of perfumed water.
It is thy mighty sword, flashing as a flame, heavy as a bolt of thunder.
The young light of morning comes through the window and spread itself upon
thy bed.
The morning bird twitters and asks,`Woman, what hast thou got?'
No, it is no flower, nor spices, nor vase of perfumed water---it is thy
dreadful sword.
I sit and muse in wonder, what gift is this of thine.
I can find no place to hide it.
I am ashamed to wear it, frail as I am, and it hurts me when press it to
my bosom.
Yet shall I bear in my heart this honour of the burden of pain, this gift
of thine.
From now there shall be no fear left for me in this world, and
thou shalt be victorious in all my strife.
Thou hast left death for my companion and I shall crown him with my life.
Thy sword is with me to cut asunder my bonds,
and there shall be no fear left for me in the world.
From now I leave off all petty decorations.
Lord of my heart, no more shall there be for me waiting and weeping in
corners,
no more coyness and sweetness of demeanour.
Thou hast given me thy sword for adornment. No more doll's decorations
for me!
Beautiful is thy
wristlet, decked with stars and cunningly wrought in myriad-coloured jewels.
But more beautiful
to me thy sword with its curve of lightning like the outspread wings of
the divine bird of Vishnu, perfectly poised in the angry red light of the
sunset.
It quivers like
the one last response of life in ecstasy of pain at the final stroke of
death;
it shines like the pure flame of being burning up earthly sense with one
fierce flash.
Beautiful is
thy wristlet, decked with starry gems; but thy sword,
O lord of thunder, is wrought with uttermost beauty, terrible to behold
or think of.
I asked nothing
from thee; I uttered not my name to thine ear.
When thou took'st
thy leave I stood silent.
I was alone by
the well where the shadow of the tree fell aslant,
and the women had gone home with their brown earthen pitchers full to the
brim.
They called me
and shouted, `Come with us, the morning is wearing on to noon.'
But I languidly
lingered awhile lost in the midst of vague musings.
I heard not thy
steps as thou camest.
Thine eyes were
sad when they fell on me;
thy voice was tired as thou spokest low---`Ah, I am a thirsty traveller.'
I started up
from my day-dreams and poured water from my jar on thy joined palms.
The leaves rustled
overhead; the cuckoo sang from the unseen dark,
and perfume of babla flowers came from the bend of the road.
I stood speechless
with shame when my name thou didst ask.
Indeed, what
had I done for thee to keep me in remembrance?
But the memory
that I could give water to thee
to allay thy thirst will cling to my heart and enfold it in sweetness.
The morning hour
is late, the bird sings in weary notes,
neem leaves rustle overhead and I sit and think and think.
Languor is upon
your heart and the slumber is still on your eyes.
Has not the word
come to you that the flower is reigning in splendour among thorns?
Wake, oh awaken!
let not the time pass in vain!
At the end of
the stony path, in the country of virgin solitude, my friend is sitting
all alone.
Deceive him not.
Wake, oh awaken!
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What if the burning sand spareads its mantle of thirst--- Is there no joy in the deep of your heart? At every footfall of yours, will not the harp of the road break out in sweet music of pain? Thus it is that thy joy in me is so full. Thus it is that thou hast come down to me. O thou lord of all heavens, where would be thy love if I were not? Thou hast taken me as thy partner of all this wealth. In my heart is the endless play of thy delight. In my life thy will is ever taking shape. And for this, thou who art the King of Kings hast decked thyself in beauty to captivate my heart. And for this thy love loses itself in the love of thy lover, and there art thou seen in the perfect union of two. |
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Light, my light, the world-filling light, the eye-kissing light,
heart-sweetening light!
Ah, the light dances, my darling, at the centre of my life; the
light strikes, my darling, the chords of my love; the sky opens,
the wind runs wild, laughter passes over the earth.
The butterflies spread their sails on the sea of light. Lilies and
jasmines surge up on the crest of the waves of light.
The light is shattered into gold on every cloud, my darling, and it
scatters gems in profusion.
Mirth spreads from leaf to leaf, my darling, and gladness without measure.
The heaven's river has drowned its banks and the flood of joy is abroad.
Light, my light, the world-filling light, the eye-kissing light,
heart-sweetening light!
Ah, the light dances, my darling, at the centre of my life; the
light strikes, my darling, the chords of my love; the sky opens,
the wind runs wild, laughter passes over the earth.
The butterflies spread their sails on the sea of light. Lilies and
jasmines surge up on the crest of the waves of light.
The light is shattered into gold on every cloud, my darling, and it
scatters gems in profusion.
Mirth spreads from leaf to leaf, my darling, and gladness without measure.
The heaven's river has drowned its banks and the flood of joy is abroad.
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Let all the strains of joy mingle in my last song---
the joy that makes the earth flow over in the riotous excess of the grass, the joy that sets the twin brothers, life and death, dancing over the wide world, the joy that sweeps in with the tempest, shaking and waking all life with laughter, the joy that sits still with its tears on the open red lotus of pain, and the joy that throws everything it has upon the dust, and knows not a word. Yes, I know, this is nothing but thy love, O beloved of my heart--- this golden light that dances upon the leaves, these idle clouds sailing across the sky, this passing breeze leaving its coolness upon my forehead. The morning light has flooded my eyes--- this is thy message to my heart. Thy face is bent from above, thy eyes look down on my eyes, and my heart has touched thy feet. |
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