To Be Loved |
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Pairing: Shane/Kian Rating: R Warning: Nudity, soppiness Lyrics: Westlife - To Be Loved |
"Song of a little bird
Joy in three little words
I know its real, thats how it feels
To be loved by you"
Shane stretched out on his bed, feeling Kians eyes on him. He turned around and looked at his friend, absent-mindely patting the bed to invite Kian over. Kian smiled and sat down beside him on the bed.
Kian traced his fingers along the contours of Shanes face not breaking eye contact once. Shane enjoyed the feelings the light touch created within him. Kian took his hand away and lay down beside Shane on the bed, putting his arms safely around the older mans waist. He nuzzled Shanes neck, enjoying the familiar scent filling his nostrils.
"I love you " Kian whispered slowly, watching the joy rise in his boyfriends eyes.
Shane automatically cuddled closer. "Love you too "
"The stars from a midnight sky
A melody from a lullaby
Theres nothing real, that I wouldnt steal
To be loved by you
To be loved by you"
Kian reached out and turned off the bedside light. The moon shone through the light curtains in the window of the hotel room, casting a blue shine over the room. Apart from that, the room was dark, and the two men could just about make each other out in the shadows.
Neither man spoke, both wrapped up in their own thoughts and the amazing emotions that just laying there, close to each other, sent through their bodies. They were, undoubtely, both thinking about how much they loved one another.
Kian kissed Shanes forehead lightly, and Shane sighed happily. This was pure bliss.
"If everybody knows,
Its only cause it shows"
"Kian?" Shane said finally.
"Mmmm " Kian stopped stroking Shanes back and moved away a little so he could look at him properly.
"Nicky knows "
"What?"
Shane sighed. "He asked me today He asked if we were lovers. If we were in love. You and me."
Kian smiled uncounciously. "Well, what did you say?"
"I said no, but he wouldnt believe me. He said its obvious."
"A smile to put you on a high
A kiss that sets your soul alive
Would it be alright, if I spend tonight
Being loved by you?
Being loved by you"
Kian smiled and pulled Shane to him, placing a light kiss on his lips. Shane put his arms around Kians neck, bidding him not to stop. The kiss turned more intense, and suddenly all sense of time and place was lost.
Shane slipped his hand in under Kians shirt, delighted at the slight moan it caused from Kian. Kians hands were roaming Shanes sides, passion and electricity sending dangerously flammable sparks around the room.
"If everybody knows,
Its only cause it shows"
"So, hows it obvious?" Kian said breathlessly as the kiss ended.
Shane reached his hand up to brush a few strands of hair out of Kians face. "He said the way we look and smile at each other. The way we talk and laugh the innocent little touches we steal here and there. Says he wouldnt be surprised if the whole world figures it out."
Kian smiled, again, and Shane thought his stomach was going to overfill with butterflies. "Well, I love you, I tend not to turn that feeling off. Ever."
Shane smiled, too. His eyes conveyed the fact that he felt exactly the same. He said nothing, instead he moved in for another kiss.
"Your love is release
And you move me with ease
And you rescue me time after time
Oh, you give your all, you take it all in your stride"
By the time the kiss ended they had both lost their tops. Shane was tracing lazy circles on Kians chest, while Kian followed every movent with his eyes.
"What if people did find out?" Shane said.
Kian sighed. "I suppose either theyd accept it or wed be in trouble. Heck, Louis would kill us!"
Shane laughed. "Kian, Im being serious!"
Kian kissed Shanes nose. "I know honey. Stop worrying about it. People will find out sooner or later."
"Id rather it be later."
Kian cocked his head to one side. "Me too. But theyll find out when they find out. Now, lets stop worrying and concentrate on the important stuff!"
Shane smiled, knowing perfectly well what Kian meant, and kissed him again. Soon, they were lost in their own little world full of passion and love.
"The power of a symphony
Thats how my heart beats when youre holding me
I cant conceal, this is how it feels
To be loved by you"
Shane sighed as he placed his head on Kians chest, still not having regained full control over his body since their passionate encounter. Kians heartbeat filled his ears as he put his arms around Kians shuddering body.
"Youre so fantastic " Kian whispered.
"So are you." Shane whispered back, stiffling a yawn.
Kian laughed slightly. "I guess Im boring you."
"Never."
"Goodnight."
"Night love you"
"Love you too."
"Oh, yeah
To be loved by you
If everybody knows, its only cause it shows
Because I take your love everywhere I go"
The two men drifted off to sleep, even in their dreams they were together feeling the unconditional love that was always there.
They were both dreaming about the day they would be able to walk down the street hand in hand... sharing a kiss in a moonlit park. Maybe one day
"I know what it is I need
Its clear as a shallow stream
Its as it seems, my only dreams
To be loved by you"