Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Never There
8.16.04
I don’t often know where I’m going
With my own words, my own thoughts
They drift out through undecided factors
And I’m left, wallowing in the preconceived doubt
I don’t often know where I’m going
Clutching the wheel of a dream
It shifts, it turns
We live, we learn
We fly into the sky, and in the end we’ll burn
In your setting sun.
The ocean stirs, it’s restless
And I am not alone
I reach for you, and the ache continues
But you are NEVER THERE
And the dreams haunt through the night
Into the day- we sit, we pray
And other than within the lies-
Contentment we’ll never find
I don’t want to sleep
Because you’ll be there
In my dreams
But when I wake
You’ll be nowhere
And I can’t find you
And it hurts so much
I’m repeating myself
Just to get it out...
The ocean stirs, it’s empty
And I am so alone
Churning, burning, living, learning
And so the pain’s begun.
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]