~ Meaningless ~

Meaningless
8.16.04

Meaningless messages
Scribbled on pieces of paper
Stranded, in the doorway
Like the love of yesterday

It’s all nothing
In the blink of an eye, it’s gone
Dead, at my very hands
And I’m trembling
From head to toe
Because I loved you
And you hated me so

Meaningless messages
Scribbled into me
You are stranded, in the doorway
Of my life- I pray you don’t come back

It’s all nothing
In the blink of an eye, I am gone
Dead, at my very hands
And you’re trembling
From this life to that
Because I loved you
But it wasn’t enough.

I don’t want to break you
I’ve been broken, I’ve been worthless
I know how it feels
I don’t mean to forsake you
But I know wrong when I see it
And this is right, despite the tears

I know wrong when I see it
And you are wrong
You are wrong...

Can’t have you
Don’t want you
It’s too wrong
And I’m not that strong.

Meaningless messages
Started up, lighted up
I’m staring at salvation held within a cup
Breathing and breathing out
I’m still here
But according to their words
Their religions, their proprieties
We’re meaningless-
With love or without.

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]