~ Resist ~

Resist
8.15.04

I’ll lose myself in fabricated memories
Upheld within my fragile mind
I ramble on aimlessly
But you don’t hear
And I’m just wasting time

I can fall asleep
But I won’t stop thinking of you
You permeate my dreams
Even in this unconscious world-
You’re in my every thought

Sometimes I wonder
Why do I love you?
Like this...
Is it fate?
Is it god?
Is it you?
Is it me?

Sometimes it hurts
But I can’t resist.

I don’t want to fall to dreaming
The lingering feeling of your lips...
It’s like a stain, and so it remains
Behind that cold glare-
You always knew I couldn’t resist.

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]