~ Nonexistent ~

Nonexistent
7.25.04

I can’t describe
The dusty surfaces I stare down upon
Sunlight wavering on touch of them
Dancing into the shadows that fly through my mind
Like the moon

I can’t breath
As I stare in numb remembrance
The water washes over until I’m less than numb even
My brain’s wide awake and running
Fighting, but somehow- the inside is quiet now

Like greyness
Overshadowing
Until the only color falls along slowly
Red- a remembrance of life
But it’s a feelingless feeling
This binding pain

I can’t describe
The dusted brain in which your face smiles
Moonlight wavers between us
But I’m gone, lost in your arms
The lines that once was is erased
Am I you?
Am I me?
And the greyness cuts into us
Forming the separation
That comes from being nonexistent.

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]