~ Heaven ~

Heaven
7.14.04

This isn’t really heaven
This isn’t really life
It’s something in the middle
Something I can’t handle

And it’s so simple
The way the shades of blue-
Portray everything within me
So deeply, so detailed, so progressive
I’m obsessive
With my fortified dreamworld heaven
My sleeping heaven, my sleeping heaven

Sometimes I just want to bleed
Forever and ever
But eternity rings around in circles
And it aches, to think in pre-told patterns
Formulated, calculated, initiated
Into my fortified dreamworld heaven
My sleeping heaven, my sleeping heaven

It’s a thought that I didn’t mean to think
A dream inside your head
I’ll always and never be me
Echoing the things you wished you’d said
But now it’s gone...

Whisper lullabies into the wind
These fabricated repercussions
Of a fortified dreamworld heaven
Sleeping, sleeping...
Forever.

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]