~ Understand ~

Understand
7.04.04

I don’t want to bleed anymore
Yet I found myself drifting out of control
And it’s a numbness I wallow within
A numbness that’s such freedom
You would barely understand

I don’t want to cry anymore
Shedding the tears over you
You wear a different guise each time
But I know it’s you despite it all
You would barely understand

I don’t want to smile anymore
All emotion drains from within to without
I’ll hold your heart against me-
It won’t stay the bleeding
But it’s the best
And I barely begin to understand

I don’t want to be free anymore
Drifting out of control
Shedding these tears
The emotion drains from within to without
And I don’t want to be free
A freedom so beautiful so that we barely understand.

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]