Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
The Forgotten
6.28.04
I see myself hanging on the wall
And it’s lonely, being alone
Because I can stare deep into my eyes
But even when they close they refuse to cry
And the tearless nights hurt worse than you’d dream
I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to fall into you
I don’t want to love you, I don’t want to want you
I don’t want to need you, but you know I do
I see myself falling through the walls
And it’s lonely, being alone
Building up the box I cage myself within
When I close my eyes the darkness flows beneath my skin
And the tearless nights hurt worse than I’d ever remember
Because I’m slowly forgetting
I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to fall into you
I don’t want to love you, I don’t want to want you
I don’t want to need you, but you know I do
Bound to nothing
It overwhelms, and I ache
Every moment brings more suffering
Every breath is more pain
But those bound to nothing
Don’t tend to forget
So why am I rewinding- falling to pieces?
I’m slowly forgetting
I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to fall into you
I don’t want to love you, I don’t want to want you
I don’t want to need you, but you know I do
Why am I rewinding?
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
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