Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
All I'll Ever Be
6.11.04
This is me
This is all I’ll ever be
Forever and ever and ever...
It feels good to be among the winter again
The crystallized teardrops floating down
I want to dance in their embrace, but the bitter air stings and cuts
I feel like such a fake
Like a pathetic attempted clone gone wrong
Everyone wants the original
Who would want the lesser twin?
I love and love but only end up with a pocketful of nonsense
I always end up in love with these shadows
Somehow I’ve become a shadow myself
But my fear of contamination causes others to stare
I’ll cling onto my safety lines despite what they think
I’m like a tight-rope walker
Always dangling by a thread
My mind is a maze I don’t even dare challenge
No one will ever love me the way I love these shadows
I guess that revelation should hurt
But I’m lost in a dream, and this cold makes me feel numb
It feels good to be among the winter again
I feel like such a fake.
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]