Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Smile
6.03.04
I’ve got another headache
Tearing through the shields
That I’ve been holding for so long
They’re shredding the bones of my arm, they are...
I never was that strong
And I can smile but it isn’t real
I can smile but it would be such a lie
Of course, lying isn’t something new to me, is it?
I’d smile, but I’d rather die.
I’ve got another heartache
Ripping out of me
And soon outside I’ll be just as dark-
As the inside that I won’t allow anyone to see
Laugh darling, laugh
Never look back
Love darling, love
You are falling and so you look down-
But as I tumble I stare up
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [CS]