Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Missing
4.23.04
It’s funny, how you’re falling
Backwards, now- away from my hold
It’s funny, but I’m not laughing
Replaying the moment in my head
It’s funny, looking into this mirror
And only seeing your face
Except, did your face wear these tears?
Covered up by this mask-
Untangible, but I wear it all the same
It’s funny, the way they stare
They don’t understand, and somehow-
I don’t want them to
But wouldn’t it make things more simple?
Maybe, that’s what I’m told
But it’s funny, because I don’t really care
It’s funny, this bitterness
It wells up in my veins
And somehow breaks through
It has to fight its way out somehow
And without you, there’s no one to hold it at bay
And even though you are here-
Inside of me
The me the world doesn’t know-
Died so long ago...
Died, with your sweet face
Arms- outstretched and trampled
Because I couldn’t catch you
I couldn’t catch you...
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]