Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Imprisoned
3.05.04
It’s hard to wake up
When no one’s there
No one there to talk to
No one there to catch you when you fall
It’s so hard to wake up to this reality-
When you’re all alone
Maybe I’d rather be drowning in my fantasies
They may be unreal, I may be dying-
But at least I’m not doomed to be alone again
Alone again with myself
It’s hard to fall asleep
When no one’s there
No one to whisper to in the stillness of the night
No one there to cling to
To hear their heart beating, a rythym so sweet...
What we would give to go backwards, sometimes
It’s so hard to fall asleep to night time’s dreams-
When you’re all alone
Maybe I’d rather be drowning in my fantasies
They may be unreal, I may be dying-
But at least I’m not doomed to be alone again
Alone again with myself
And I am falling now
But you aren’t here
You can’t hear my as I cry
As I scream, as I call out for you
The tears are falling now
Falling for you, but you don’t know
You aren’t here and I am alone
Alone with myself
Maybe I’d rather be drowning in my fantasies
They may be unreal, I may be dying-
But at least I’m not doomed to be alone again
Alone again with myself
So maybe these voices in my head have more to say-
Than I’d often like to admit
Maybe I really am alone
Withering away inside myself
I lock the door, I look within
And I’m trapped inside this prison cell
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]