Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Repetitive
3.05.04
There’s something wrong here
Something that brings me down to my knees
I know I’ve left that past behind
But still it haunts me
Still- I can’t let go of the repressed memories-
Pressed so deeply down within my mind
And I pray that tomorrow you will be there
So I can look at your face again
It kills me, but I need it
I live for the one thing that kills me each day
Everyday- inspiring a new breath out of me
I try to keep my thoughts from drifting sometimes
But often it just spirals me into my never-ending roads of pain
And it haunts me still, this love
It haunts me, the repressed memories
And sometimes I wish I could just forget
But I can’t, and I don’t want to, and that’s what scares me...
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]