Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
Instinctive
2.28.04
Whisper to me in this night
As I wander so far away
Hold me close, hold me tight
I’m empty inside
And I’m fighting what I need
It’s human instinct-
My excuse is so weak
I’d rather you scream
Than have myself drown again
Your anger, it hurts
But it’s so much better than your disappointment
Don’t leave me to myself
This is too much, I need you close
And I am not in love
I scream this message out to the twilit world
I am not in love
I will not let them laugh at my musings, I scream
I am not in love
They don’t know, they’re wrong
They accuse me so falsely...
But it breaks me to say so
It breaks me to deny what I need
It’s human instinct-
Human instinct is so weak
And weak, I’ve so many times promised-
Weak I’ll never be... again
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]