~ Repressive ~

Repressive
2.18.04

If I told you I couldn’t love you
That it was beyond me-
That I didn’t want to be broken again
What would you say?
You would just turn away, disappearing
Like always, a predestined fate

If I promised myself I wouldn’t love you
That it was lethal, secretly-
Could I doom myself to that emptiness?
Bleeding, it wasn’t meant to be like this
This insanity I hold within my grasp
Like always, I wish I wouldn’t but I can’t stop myself

I love you, no matter what I whisper to the night
Bound to you, I’m bound to fight
And if I lose you in the end
Will you come looking for me, again?
I’m lost and all I want is you
It breaks me to pieces, but I can’t deny the truth

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]