Muse
...musing since January 18, 2004
My Bane
8.26.03
I know no way to explain the torment I feel
A pain so deep it almost doesn’t seem real
The angel is calling, singing my name
But somehow I’m scared-
Will the light be my bane?
The herald stands in silent misery
Proclaiming the decision decided upon me
I can’t make up my mind
Uncertainty is a demon hard to be pressed down
The ocean rushes upon and envelopes me
In it’s every twist and turn
But the waters easily come-
They don’t so easily leave
And that’s the mark that leaves the burn
Messages falling into my grasp
My fate has arrived into my blood-stained hands
But I just want to drown in the ocean
The sea that welcomes me so wonderfully
But I’m too uncertain
And it’s too dark to see
Somehow I’m still scared-
Will the light be my bane?
I’ve forgotten what I was never meant to know
The ocean’s ice turns to snow
And the rains fall down to torment me
It’s back to the beginning
And I watch the angel turn to flee
And I’m still scared
I know no way to explain the torment I feel
A pain so deep it almost doesn’t seem real
The angel is calling, singing my name
But somehow I’m scared-
Will the light be my bane?
<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
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