~ Inspiration ~

Inspiration
6.15.03

There's something inside of me
I feel it in the quietness of the night
Still but there besides me
Even when I close my eyes

Call it my inspiration-
Call it my temptation
Make it's reference what you like
Yet in this still darkness
I’ll call it my friend

Dream besides me
Feel the night
I know it hurts now
But everything just may turn to be alright

I have an inspiration
Bleeding through my pain
Even when I'm lost
I know my hurting-
Shall eventually become my gain
I can't refuse its call
And it can't return my need
Sometimes I wonder if it's there at all
And then it returns to me

Hold me in your arms-
They're tender to the touch
When the feelings so close
I can almost taste the love

It all mixes in such a rush
I never thought I could take this much
But although darkness comes in the day
In the night I find my way

I have an inspiration
Bleeding through my pain
Even when i'm lost
I know my hurting-
Shall eventually become my gain
I can't refuse its call
And it can't return my need
Sometimes I wonder if it's there at all
And then it returns to me

<--- fall into my patterened tears... [return]
<---<--- catch me as i fall? [AA]