Day 36
Forzan's front is covered entirely in mud, with streaks of it along her screen where she has wiped it off to see clearly but not yet bothered to properly clean it. Her suit looks too tight on her, breasts significantly larger and perkier, hips swollen and fuller.
It only sank in for me today how used to this planet I am; my body has fully adapted to the atmosphere, because today, I was fucked face-down in the mud by varren. And I liked it. Oh fuck, did I ever enjoy it. It was raining hard yesterday, but I could not ignore the fact that I needed to get fucked, so I went out to gather my meals for the today, and I found my favorite pack of varren. They welcomed me in the usual way; tackling me down to the ground and fucking me right on the spot, but this time I found myself in mud, and there were more varren gathered around me. It's like they knew they could degrade me further, because paws grabbed the back of my head and shoved me down into the mud, rubbed my face in it as only the screen protected me from being forced to eat it.
They took turns with me again, and I'm convinced that they are trying to breed me now, that they genuinely seek to impregnate me because of the way they go. Not only do they take turns with me, but they remain in me for long periods of time to keep the cum from leaking out. I don't know if we're truly compatible, if somehow they know something that I don't, but I've come to love the way they remained buried in me, limp atop me all heavy and panting, treating me like their breeding bitch. Even if I'm not, being considered one by seemingly the whole varren population of this planet makes me so happy, and it turns me on to no end.
Reaching for a bag to her side, Forzan grabs one of the flasks of cum she's been filling and raises her visor before chugging it down as her free hand goes down between her legs, rubbing herself. With her legs going up and spreading, she shows off that she no longer has anything covering her pussy, the lilac skin bare and covered in cum and dirt. Her fingers rub along her entrance in quick, impatient circles as she downs the entire flask, perhaps half a liter of semen downed in one go.
It's strange to live ones who life in sterile seclusion, only to be forced into a world of physical contact, but I have come to love being dirty. Smelling like cum. Getting fucked in the dirt or even in mud. Having cum all over my face or leaking from my ass and my pussy. It's a treat beyond words, and I wish that I could properly explain it to my fellow Quarians, because I have never lived as happy and free as when I stopped isolating myself and let the world taint me. It is incredible, and at this point, even if rescued, I...
I won't go back. They can send a ship, they can send whoever I knew back then, but I don't know them anymore, and they don't know me. Not this me. The real me. I belong here, getting fucked by varren, free and dirty instead of sealing myself off in a suit and denying sexual contact. I'm healthy! Alive! This planet is the paradise we always sought and I would never have given it a chance if you told me that I would be the bitch to a whole planet populated by feral canines but now that I'm here, now that I've felt those massive cocks pounding into me, it's too good to resist. I love getting fucked so much!
Forzan's wide fingers all bury themselves within her pussy, pumping a few times before she goes even further still, starting to fist herself on camera as she shoves her entire hand into her pussy, bucking her hips forward and howling in excitement and desperation as she twists in delight.
This is how loose I am now! One finger used to be too much for me, but now I can fit a whole hand in there, and I believe I can go further! One varren cock is wonderful, but two! Two of them, stretching my pussy, tearing me wide open as they fuck me like animals, savage and brutal and doing everything to make me scream. To break me. That's what they want to do, and I want to let them. I want them to shatter my body like their cum has ravaged my mind, and I don't want to stop until I forget my name and I'm so full of cum that it doesn't matter what happens! They should fill me up, all three holes. Found out how many cocks I can take. And then try to force more into me, stretch me out as much as they can. Nngh, I want it all so bad!
Her feet find purchase on the long left unclean floor of the deck, lifting up off of the chair so that her other hand can reaching back around, stuffing fingers her ass too as she hammers herself front and back, shameless in her raw celebration of everything vulgar and bestial that she has come to love utterly. Ramming both holes with her fingers and her hand, she howls, moving back and forth shamelessly; sex is something she is no longer ashamed of to such an excessive and debaucherous degree that she barely even realizes how jarring the recording may be to someone not broken in by varren cock. Or, maybe she simply doesn't care.
For the fifth day in a row, a video long runs long with prolonged masturbation before cutting out at the one hour time limit.
Day 40
This time, Forzan is entirely naked, spread out decadent delight in her chair. There's cum in her hair and all over her face, save for the oval around her mouth where her tongue could reach every drop in range. Her tits are plumper than ever before, nipples swollen to E cups and with round, dark purple areolae the size of fists. Cum leaks down her thighs, trickling down from her gaping pussy, while more lingers on her stomach and all over her feet. But most curious of all is her stomach, bulged wide with so much cum that it swells a little, extended maybe an inch or so out.
They did it. Today, for the first time, the pack triple penetrated me. I was riding the lap of one while another lay on top of me and pounded my ass. Nngh, I love it when they go ass and pussy together. I feel so full, so stretched out... It's nice. B-but yeah, they... They always seem to wait patiently, letting two go at me at a time, but this tome, I guess one of them was too horny to hold back, because he stepped forward and started rubbing his cock against my visor. I love it when they do that, too. Leave all those smears in front of it for me to lick off later, when I--oh! Mmm, yay.
Reaching down beside her chair, Forzan picks up her discarded helmet, showing it off to the camera, covered in thin streaks left by the translucent pre-cum rubbed all onto them. Pre-cum that she shamelessly begins to lick right off the mask, moaning as she holds tightly onto it with both hands, dragging her tongue seductively along the surface of it. She's not playing up her seduction for the camera, but solely because the act turns her on too much to do it with any kind of measured sanity or normalcy. For five continuous minutes, she slithers her hungry tongue all along it before even thinking of continuing, once she has mined it for every drop of pre-cum and its salty taste she could get, then even making a few passes all over for good measure just in case she missed any before letting it drop off to the side again.
Where was I? Mm, I'm so scatterbrained lately. All I can think of is getting fucked, but who can blame me? It's so nice, and you'd think about it too if you had so many big, aching cocks all around you just begging to be sucked and drained. But yes, I... oh right, when they triple penetrated me! Oh fuck, that felt so good! So, he was rubbing his cock against my helmet, and that big, throbbing doggy dick was something I just couldn't resist. I didn't care what rules they may have agreed about with me, I wanted that dick down my throat and I wanted it now! Well then, but... Mmm, I guess I do want it now actually. Oops. You know what? I... I'll finish this story later.
Day 40, log two
There's a frazzled look in Forzan's eyes, even more cum in her hair, several loads splattered onto her tits, and more semen is leaking down from her lips to her chin. She looks frayed; several hours seem to have passed given the way the deck is darker, the sunlight filtering in weaker and dimmer. She's been gone a very long time, and clearly been very busy.
There we go, much better. I needed my face fucked a good few times, so I found another pack and let them at me, and then one thing led to another, and I gave a titfuck to one of them. Giving a titfuck to a varren is so weird, because I have to hold my tits there, but they're such sloppy and clumsy creatures for killers as big as they're supposed to be. They get everywhere, those big cocks flopping around, and even when they're dead center and fucking my tits, which... Okay no I know they're bigger now, because my suit needed to be modified to fit these things in. But being bigger means they slip out a lot less. But yeah when they're fucking my tits and they're doing it right, they still usually hit my chin a bunch. My favorite way to give a titfuck is actually to be able to lean my mouth down and lick the head, maybe even suck it if their cock is long enough, but this time, I had another varren standing over my face and fucking my throat.
A third was pounding my pussy. Mmm, three dicks working me over all at the same time is--wait, shit! That was the story I was trying to tell before I got hungry for cock wasn't it? Oh, my bad, I feel so much dumber lately. I'm too scatterbrained for my own good, and the only thing I can keep track of is how horny I am. I don't even count my meals anymore; I get so confused, especially when I double down and promise myself I'll get more later if I drink two or three meals at a time. And my meals are really big now, but I can't help it. Their cum is so yummy! So now I just go out, suck cock until I'm full, and then bottle up what doesn't end up inside of me or on me. They really love to get milked by my hands. Oh! Maybe tomorrow I'll show you all how that works. If anybody ever finds this I"m sure it will be very important knowledge too--oh, silly me! There I am again, getting distracted. Okay, triple penetration.
So, I wanted to feel him fuck my face so bad. I was so horny, with my ass and pussy getting stretched out and pounded. It feels so tight when I'm getting fucked in both holes, like the two cocks are only separated by something paper thin. And it gets me so worked up that I can't help myself. So I threw my helmet off and opened up wide; he knew exactly what I wanted, and slammed right down into my throat all at once.
The varren all lost their minds! It's almost like they didn't even realize they could fuck all my holes at the same time, because they started howling, and this sounds kinda weird but I think I'm starting to speak their language? It's weird, but I can understand the specific moods and messages behind the way they communicate, and they sounded excited. Like they were cheering for the varren making me choke, and it was so good. I could feel the energy and excitement from them, like new ground had been broken, and had my mind. Because the only thing in life better than being stuffed with two cocks? You already know the answer to that; it's three cocks.
With a shuddering moan, Forzan reaches for her cum-splattered face, smearing her fingers with some of the spunk off her cheek and then licking it off as her other hand reaches for one of her breasts, fondling the nipple and rubbing the cum on her breast right into her areola. Touching herself is just what she does now, on and off camera, spontaneously consumed by the need to masturbate when she goes too long without cock, and she's so far gone now that even taking a mid-log break to go get gangbanged for hours on end is too long for her now.
None of them were in sync. Imagine that! Three varren and they couldn't line up well at all, just hammering my body at all different speeds, trying to pump my body full of cum like usual, and they didn't even try to fuck me in time with each other. They just slammed into me at their own speeds and let my brain try to sort the sensations out, and that's harder than it sounds when all you can think of is how much you really, really want to cum. It's so weird, to think about sex all the time. I can't remember the last time I worried about anything other than getting my next fic, which I guess I should be worried about, but it's all I need to survive on this planet, so I guess it's not too bad. There's nobody here to take care of or worry about here, so I'm just going with the flow. It's a nice change of pace, actually. I have all of my needs taken care of, and there's no danger here. I think this is a life I could get used to.
Where was I? Oh right, dicks. So, they were fucking me. All three holes. I felt so full of cock! I thought having my ass and pussy plugged was amazing, but this was the best of every world; something about gagging and struggling to breathe while both my holes were hammered was amazing. I love DP, I love being spitroasted, but combine the two and leave me almost plugged airtight with cock, and the pressure is overwhelming. I could get addicted to that kind of brutality, but... Well, I guess I already am!
When they came it was so good! Oh, fuck, I can't believe how amazing it was, feeling three cocks explode at once, pumping me so full of cum that I felt like bursting! I think I almost did, too. My stomach was so swollen with cum afterward, even more than it was by the time I got back! I looked like I was pregnant, but there's no way that's possible, right?
Day 47
For the first time in one of Forzan's logs, a varren is on screen. A hulking brute of a canine remaining loyally by the side of the Quarian, not eating her or even humping her face, just standing docile and patient as she scratches him behind the ears, treating him like a common house pet. She can be heard mumbling interspersed, halfway-unintelligible baby talk at the creature interspersed with "Good boy" and comments about his penis.
For reference's sake, I have decided that I should in fact record this for anyone who finds this. Whether you're stuck on this planet or just a biologist, or hell even just a Quarian in need of surviving in the wild, I think we should all learn this valuable skill; how to most efficiently milk a varren. I've noticed some things in my time here, and even if I'm not the scientific mind I used to be, I'm not a total idiot. Just a little too cock-hungry to think most days. But! One thing that's impossible not to notice is that different ways to get varren off will produce different volumes of semen. I believe this is a measure against having them waste too much cum when not having proper sex. My ass and pussy are able to produce the best reactions, my mouth can earn a little less, but a handjob is absolutely pitiful compared to the full output of these majestic beasts. But since trying to bottle my creampies is tricky, I've needed to come up with a technique that will let me get the full load out without a problem, and I now have it. I'm going to show you the process to get a varren to cum.
Wheeling a table into the frame, Forzan eases the hound up onto it, and it complies all too eagerly rolling onto his back and keeping his legs down, which lets a massive twelve inch dog cock stand proudly at attention, awaiting the loving adoration of the slutty bestiality addicted Quarian he's come to be serviced by. She starts off by scratching his belly with one hand and wrapping her fingers around his cock with the other.
Such a good boy! I knew you could listen. Oh, that's another observation; they sometimes listen to my commands, and seem capable of understanding me on some level. I don't know how, and I doubt I ever will, but it's good to know that they will consider what I have to say. I am at the bottom of the social structure still, just someone for them to fuck, but they have no problem playing along if they know that sex will be involved. Sometimes excessive amounts to keep them happy, and I want to keep you happy so much, you big boy!
She scratches more eagerly at his belly, making him twist and groan in excitement, before she drags the hand down to his lap as well, cupping his balls.
The secret is to stimulate him as much as possible. I don't understand the specifics, like how fucking my pussy brings the full amount but oral sex brings a little less, but my best belief is that the more pressure you apply, the more they cum, and in lieu of my tight holes to get him off, I need to work his balls over. Stimulation to them seems to get them much more excited and eager to readily give up their contents, and of course I need every drop I can get. So, I begin with my hands...
A loose grip helps her guide her hand up and down the entirety of the varren's foot of veiny cock, a steady roll in her wrist to keep the motion fluid. It's the practiced grip of someone who has been stroking cock for weeks virtually non-stop, who went from nearly virginal to an absolute professional within a startlingly short length of time. Her other hand cups the dog's balls, massaging and kneading them gently, a careful and measured touch applying just the right kind of attention and pressure to ensure she doesn't get too carried away with fondling him.
The varren pants heavily, acting like a domesticated dog rather than the feral beast it should be as it cooperates suspiciously well with Forzan, allowing her to demonstrate for the camera her technique. His cock throbs in her grasp, pre-cum leaking down the tip, which her hand gladly catches and uses to rub down his shaft, lubricating it to make for a smoother, easier handjob experience. Maybe it's the way she's touching him that keeps him docile and cooperative, the knowledge that the woman who smells of cum and who has sexually serviced him regularly for almost a month is not going to let him down.
It's important to work everything you can, to optimize the effects. The more ground you cover, the more stimulation you can get across in a short time, and this seems to have the most profound effect. Already, I'm coaxing a lot of pre-cum from his tip, and it... Mmm, it's smells so good.
She leans down and begins to lick his tip, lapping at the cock slit as more pre slowly trickles forward, and rather than using it to lubricate, she swallowed the salty, pungent nectar down. She's as addicted to it as could be, eyes bugged out and crazed as her tongue sinks down gradually in the route of its circles, until her lips are pressing to the tip and she realizes she's getting carried away again.
Oh! I forgot to mention, but it's perfectly acceptable to use your mouth to help the process along. Like I said, blowjobs can produce more cum than handjobs, so mixing techniques will ensure that you can get as much as you can out of it. Plus, it will make the handjob a much wetter experience. You just have to remember to return to the handjob if you're bottling this for later; if you swallow it down, you have to start all over again. Although you do get the amazing sensation of that hot, massive load splashing against the back of your throat, going down so smooth, so hot. Feeling it settle right in your stomach while it's still fresh, just the perfect consistency, too. Mm, it's so good....
She seems to be visibly in a daze as she demonstrates her technique with very misguided enthusiasm, removing her hand entirely and staring seductively into the camera mostly by accident as she takes it down. Her lips get around the tip and slowly she takes a whole foot of cock into her mouth, distressingly unbroken in her progressive sinking down as she takes it with one steady motion, until her lips are at the base. She's gagging noisily, choking on the cock too large for her throat, which makes the lilac skin of her neck bulge, although the blockage of the varren's body leaves it something only made out when she pulls up a little and the edges of the bulge are visible thanks to the angle of the camera.
Shamelessly, Forzan begins to throatfuck herself on the twelve inch varren dick, moaning as her now freed hand disappears down beneath the table she's brought over for utterly mysterious purposes, although the moans quickly bubbling up with the spit around her lips give an indicator of what she's actually doing. It's an appalling sight, shameless and vulgar, driven by lurid noises and the look in her eyes of a woman whose life has been all but abandoned in the pursuit of sating sexual desire at the expense of all else. Happily bobbing her head along the animal's cock and fondling its nuts seems so natural to her, so sane and normal that it doesn't even cross her mind that perhaps there is something peculiar about what's going on. The scope of just how far she has fallen is so utterly beyond her, the perception of rationality gone with her self-control and with every sensible, logical thought she possessed that didn't involve cum and how best to get it.
Choking herself on a foot of cock, feeling her throat bulge out as though it was a totally normal thing, and most of all recording herself doing it as a supposedly helpful guide on how to subsist via animal cum, is the kind of unchained insanity she looks too broken by coping mechanism and instinct to fully realize, and it comes to a head when the varren howls in sweet delight. His hips buck upward a little bit and Forzan moans as he cums in her mouth, balls tightening and his cock erupting, spraying a massive load down her gullet that leaves her coughing and gagging, but not for a second doe she pull away, gulping it all down as the cock remains so deeply buried in her throat that there's no point in swallowing anyway; it's got a main line directly down to her stomach.
Once she's worked his load out of him, she pulls up, gasping for air happily.
Fuck I love cum! Mm, did you see that massive load I just got out of him? It was so good too, his cum tastes amazing a--fuck, I didn't even get to bottle it or show you! Shit, I...
Well! I hope you enjoyed this video of me sucking a varren dick, I guess? Maybe I'll reattempt the tutorial tomorrow, but for now, I owe this good boy some anal.
Day 48
Good fucking boy! Oh yes, eat that pussy, that tongue feels amazing!
Spread out in her chair, Forzan grips the back of the head of her trusty hound, the exact same one from the day before, but this time his head is buried between her legs, and the rapid up and down motion of his head implies that he devouring her pussy.
He hasn't left the ship since I brought him here yesterday; he refuses to leave me alone, and I'm starting to believe there's a reason for that; several other varren I went out to fuck while he was asleep have been staying around the ship more and more, and in general I have noticed an increase in activity. I think I'm attracting them now, that they don't want me to leave them alone and all want to pounce at me first. This lucky guy was brought into the ship and so he refuses to go anywhere, and of course I can't kick him out before any time I tell him to leave he just jumps me and starts fucking me until I'm too happy to say no. I guess I'm a big sucker for him.
But he's performing excellently. Almost no varren actually eat me out, but this one is such a good boy, and he loves the taste of pussy before he climbs up to fuck it. Fuck, I didn't think I could get wetter at the prospect of having a varren fuck me, but that was before I felt what his tongue could do when he got inside me a--oh, yes! Just like that! Shit, I will let you fuck me all night if you don't take that tongue out of me until I cum, just keep it there, boy!
Reaching her free hand up to fondle her swollen breasts, which while the same general size look fuller and rounder than ever before, she goes for as much pleasure as she can, pinching her nipple with her thumb and forefinger while the other digits sink into the plump flesh.
This diet's effects are so obvious to me now that I've finally had long enough to take them all in, and I am surprisingly okay with these changes. My breasts have obviously grown larger, as well as my ass, but I have also noticed growth in my hips, and my suit has needed its seams changed again, though I am certain that it is not just the accumulation of body fat, but the genuine growth of my frame to accommodate these changes. I don't yet have answers about the full extent of its effects, mostly because the mental effects I've been keeping track of all but guarantee that my mind is so irreparably hazy now that I'll fully admit to having trouble remembering our mission before we arrived. But I don't care anymore, I--
The twisting of her nipple brought a reaction that Forzan had not been expecting, and she stopped dead as she felt it. From her nipple emerged something white and warm, a fluid trickling down her her fingers and into her hand. She gasped, stopping to examine it curiously, giving it some sniffs and ultimately a lick.
I've begun to lactate! Oh this is unprecedented, I--could this be a sign that I'm pregnant now? Or just another change in my biological processes from the varren? Could their cum maybe have an addictive and reformative property meant to prime any species with prolonged, continuous exposure to sex with varren into a proper compatible breeding stock? The possibilities here are endless but all I can think about is how... Ngh, in truth, it's how much I want to get fucked. If I'm pregnant, then great, I'm going to need much more cum from now on, and if I'm not, then maybe I need to get to work harder, let them change me and form my womb into the perfect little incubator for a litter of puppies. I'm breaking scientific ground here, and in all likelihood nobody will ever see it, because I have no intention of leaving this planet. I don't even remember its name anymore, I just know that it's home.
Day 89
Sitting in her seat, a bloated Forzan bears a very large bump around her stomach, the bulge of someone very, very deep into a pregnancy, bound to give birth any day now. She groans, lying back in her chair and shuddering as she caresses it. Her tits have swollen so full of milk they're almost another cup size large from the overproduction alone, although one fully grown adult varren is leaning over her chair and suckling from one of her nipples, drinking excitedly at the food that is basically his own recycled nutrients given how much of his cum she's imbibed. But he doesn't seem to care, breathing heavily as slobbers all over her massive tit.
It is now an absolute certainty that varren litters gestate much quicker within a Quarian than a normal Quarian baby would, and I'm so excited to be a mother! I know I've said this for weeks now, but it becomes more true by the day. I love the prospect of finally being a part of a pack, them accepting me as one of theirs. I've opened up the shutters for good now, and in all cases except for extreme weather conditions I will be keeping it open. The varren of my pack all remain very close by, often sleeping huddled up with me at night, and I wake up most mornings to find a cock in my face, ready to provide me with my breakfast. I drink cum almost constantly now, as the cravings have grown more powerful with my pregnancy.
It's the final piece of the puzzle for me; building a life here is going to be so much easier as the brood mare for a pack, having children of my own, and... Mmm, maybe this is just that I'm too far gone, but maybe one day, my sons can fuck me too, breed their mother and create one big, happily family of big, strapping, hung varren who are ready to fuck me. I'm getting too insatiable for my own good, and I've never realized how one woman could begin to outpace a whole pack of varren, but I need more of them around.
Day 105
Bent forward over a table, Forzan is mounted from behind by a varren, slamming brutally into her and making her breasts heave. The pregnant belly is almost entirely gone, and two varren pups stand on the table their mother is bent over, leaning up and feeding her swollen nipples, drinking from the breasts that have settled at plump, solid H-cups, sloshing with milk that her babies can't drain fast enough from the jiggling tits, which tremble from the force of the thrusts from beneath.
A week removed from giving birth, and I've finally let them start fucking my pussy again. Nngh, it feels so nice to be able to feel it again; I'm all tight again after so long of being without it, and their cocks are filling me up just perfectly. Mmm, I think they're even trying to breed me again, get me going with another litter, and I could not be happier about that fact. These adorable little puppies are the cutest things I've ever seen, and I'm so glad to be a mama now. I don't know how they came out fully varren and with no Quarian traits or even a different colour, but it's all the proof I need to know that in time varren will turn potentially any women into a breeding machine who can turn out more, and I wish more women could be turned into breeding bitches for these big, hung beasts. I love them so much now, and it's the best kind of life I could ever imagine.
The varren humping her from behind licks at her neck as he pants heavily, slamming a whole foot of cock into her pussy. As the puppies move about, the swollen bulge in her stomach is visible where the thick cock is stretching her out, her body pushed to the limit and hammered relentlessly.
I'm the matriarch of my own new pack, but I'm also the lowest on the totem pole. The bitch they fuck senseless and order me around everywhere, but they respect me. I seem to be the only female in the area now; all the others have left, for some reason, along with a fair amount of the men they mated with. But I don't miss them, and I have my own boys right here. And one day, you're going to be big, strong, and you're going to fuck mommy as hard as you can, right babies?
Forzan reaches her hands down beneath her pups, fondling their small cocks and teasing them with her fingers.
Mommy is feeding you now, but one day soon, you're going to be feeding mommy instead. Giving her all that hot cum to drink down, fucking mommy's face and howling as your brothers take turns with her pussy, trying to make even more little brothers to share me with. Won't that be fun?
Day 294
Breed your mommy, boys, come on!
The sloppy sight is a spectacle so great that the entire pack has crowded into the room to watch as Forzan is claimed brutally by two of her sons at once, now fully grown and matured. She lies in the lap of one while the other mounts her, but rather than claiming her ass and her pussy, both brothers drive their cocks deep into her pussy, leaving a massive bulge in her stomach before they've even impregnated her.
This is a dream come true! I knew one day I'd be able to fit two cocks in my pussy, and I knew it would be two of my big, strapping hunks. Two fourteen inch cocks, and every last bit of twenty eight whole inches is stretching out your mommy's pussy! It feels so good, I can't believe how painless this all is. Come on boys, fuck me, give me another litter, I'm ready for another one now and I want it so bad!
t does hurt, sort of. The massive swell in her belly is evidence of that, as her pussy is torn open before they had even gotten thrusting, and they are savage about the way they slam into their mother, brutally pounding her senseless. But she doesn't know sexual pain anymore; it is all pleasure to her now, an endless masochistic thrill. For over two hundred says, she has been in cycles of pregnancies lasting two months, birth being a whole litter of puppies, followed by a week or two of rest for her weary pussy before she goes again, and she's used to all of it now. It's all just pleasure to her as she loses herself, gasping and screaming from the raw sensation of it. She doesn't know what day it is anymore, doesn't follow the logs and really only turns them on as matters of convenience, leaving them to capture a running record of her getting fucked and bred again and again, endless hour long chunks of sex recorded once or twice daily, utterly senseless in their depravity as the bestiality turns incestuous and everything she does is kept from spiraling madly out of control solely through the fact that she lost control long, long ago. There's nothing left now but the raw pleasure of getting fucked. It hasn't been survival for her in a long time, it's been her life.
A computerized voice announces that there is only a minute of memory left in the computer, that it will not be able to record any more logs unless space is cleared on the ship computer, but it's lost over the howls of two varren flooding their mother's primed womb with their incestuous spunk while she screams about how they're going to "make mommy proud". As she hoped desperately that her first batch of incestuous offspring could be born, hoping that the fact her children were all sporting longer cocks than their fathers meant that she could, over the years, breed monsters even better hung, even more capable of tearing her pussy open.
Now that she'd taken two dicks, nothing was off the table.
As Forzan shudders, the video feed cuts out; the storage capacity was full, and she didn't even notice. Nobody knew what happened to her after that point; the scout ship ruins on Gei Hinnon were found five years after the initial crash, with no lingering remains and only a single, full capacity hard drive from which to piece together what was occurring from 294 days of confessions and worry slowly turning into the most debaucherous record of a single sentient being's descent into utter depravity that had ever been recorded. Almost four hundred hours of footage was recovered, studied and declared chilling and unsettling by the Quarian scientists who watched it, who learned terrifying things about varren and their potential for destruction on levels nobody had ever considered, but otherwise utterly without merit.
Naturally, a leaked copy got out, and began to circulate the galaxy in the scummiest, sleaziest corners, porn shops keeping secret copies in back rooms alongside other intensely filthy and ostensibly banned material. It became a video collection of legend, the hottest selling bestiality video imaginable, as it showed not only the raw beast on woman sex, but the way that her life became so utterly corrupted and shattered by what she had experienced, rebuilding it in vivid detail on a foundation of sex and carelessness. Rumours of black market varren sales for defanged, non-combat specimens ran amok, stories of sex traders using varren to plump up their whores, and even of women who ran away to Gei Hinnon themselves to live her life. They were all unsubstantiated, of course, but they lived on as one woman's attempt to keep sane and record her perils turned into the jerk-off fodder of the galaxy's most perverted.