A/N: My wonderful
'Dark Omega'......not even one stinkin' review...goddammit...all that wasted
time....tough shit for me though..anywho...here's my second masterpiece..'With
You'. It's about Marilyn Manson...(you HAD to see it coming) and his feelings
for Trent Reznor. That's what I'll be putting up on here 'till I get my new
masterpiece typed up. Coming up....'Pushing Me Away' which is Trent's feelings
on Manson...and 'Forgotten'. That's where Manson decides to tell Trent how he
feels..(hoo hoo hoo!!) I'll make a different version of 'Forgotten' where
Trent's reaction is waayyyy different...But for now...here's my prelude to all
of that................
'With You'
By
Trent Reznor_X_Marilyn Manson
~ I woke up in a
dream today
To the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering
I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
Marilyn Manson sat
down on a cliff, with Trent Reznor following closely. Manson closed his eyes
and meditated. Trent just sat and looked out into the sky. Marilyn thought
about what Trent was to him. He seemed to be a friend, but so much more....a
god, a teacher, a....lover?! Manson shook the mere thought out of his mind.
There was no way that he loved Trent..."that way." He did love Trent,
but in the "friend way." Marilyn wasn't 'that way,' as he and Trent
used to joke about whenever Twiggy was drunk and make a pass on them.
" No, I'm not
that way." Manson would say, usually kidding. The thought of he and Trent
being 'more than friends' kept re-surfacing into Marilyn's head. He decided to
think about what it would be like, but Trent was so close to him, he thought
that Trent could somehow hear what he was thinking.
~ A little taste of
hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistakes
Slow to react
And even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
Manson tried to keep
his queer thoughts out of his mind, but it all seemed so real, as if they were
meant to be together. He cringed slightly. They had almost always been friends,
so why not? Marilyn took a quick look back at Trent.
" Come
on...." A voice urged him in his mind. " He's right there...Make your
move.."
~ It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes
Marilyn looked back
at Trent again. It was getting very hard form Manson to resist his urges, but
somehow he managed to keep himself under control. He knew Trent's voice and
everything about him by heart and it was embedded into his soul. They had their little disputes and fights,
yes. Manson still remembered when Trent got so pissed at him for using the
lyrics to 'Closer' as spare computer paper, which he had unfortuately already
printed on. Trent had beat the crap out of him for that, and Manson vowed to
always leave important things with Trent. Manson had always seemed to like
Trent, even though Trent had been the dominant one, and Marilyn always
followed, no matter the risk.
~ I hit you and you
hit me back
We fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong
I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistakes
Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
Marilyn sighed and
thought some more about Trent. Why was he torturing himself? He knew he could
never have Trent, but he still tempted himself. Trent was always so far ahead
of Manson, one tour or album away, it didn't matter, but Manson always played
catch-up with Trent. There was something in their way of being equal, and
Marilyn was left as being incomplete. He tried to catch up, but Trent won out
in the end, either by releasing an album or going on tour, Manson was second,
every time.
~ No
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
Manson looked back at
his idol once more. Trent decided to speak.
" You okay? You
look like you're not feeling so great." Trent seemed to be concerned,
which Manson liked.
" No, I'm fine.
Don't worry about me." Marilyn hid his feelings well.
" O..Okay, just checking, 'cuz I'd hate to lose my best pal." Trent
stood up and walked off. " You comin'?"
" Oh...uh..yeah,
I guess..." Manson followed Trent, where-ever they went, Manson didn't
care, because he loved Trent, and what made Trent happy made Marilyn happy. The
two hadn't become complete yet, becuae they hadn't confessed each other's
feelings. Manson shrugged and walked off.
~ I'm with you
You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes