A/N: Second to last chapter!!!! I own nothing!!

 

 

 

 

                                                                       Final Atonement Chapter 5

 

 

Pogo woke up slowly and saw Trent next to him.

“ T...Trent...? You okay?” Pogo asked. Trent sat up and looked at the keyboardist.

“ Pogo....can I tell you something.....very personal....?” He told Pogo.

“ Uh...I guess....is it about Brian?”

“ Y...yes....oh...god....I can’t take anymore of this shit....I killed Brian!! I had an argument with him and it must have broken him and so he slit his wrists....but I made him do it!! What I said pushed him over the edge!! I don’t want to live anymore!!!!!!!” Trent cried. Pogo was shocked.

“ It was Trent?! This can’t be real!” He thought.

“ How the fuck could he do this to me!!” Trent hugged Pogo awkwardly.

“ Trent...I....it’s not your fault...it was his decision to kill himself....” Pogo did the best he could. What do you tell a half killer anyway?

“ But Ana died, then Twiggy and Gohan!!!! Then I ruined his life!!! I’d kill myself too!!” Trent argued.

“ Trent.....please...don’t feel bad....he was...messed up because of Ana, Twiggy and Gohan’s death, but he didn’t want help...he never would accept help....so.....he could have taken it the wrong way....He was mentally affected by those deaths and he couldn’t think right.....I hate to say that about him but....it’s true...” Pogo consoled Trent.

“ But I meant my words to hurt him!!!! But I didn’t mean for it to be like this! John made me tell him what happened....and nearly killed me....I’m scared, Pogo......someone will kill me for this...I know it....I deserve it.....someone....help...me...” Trent cried. Pogo held the frontman in his arms.

“ I promise.....no one but John and I know....I won’t tell anyone....and John won’t either....believe me...I know..he loved Brian too....you think you can get to sleep?” Pogo asked.

“ I....I guess....” Trent said, wondering if he really would.

 

 

A/N: One more chapter!!! Suspense is rising!!!!!!