Hi friends, 

Neesa Again, Some of the group members asked me share my experience with Tushar. And remembering those days is the most loving thing for me. So I am sharing my first experience with My Love Tushar.

I was in my Final Year (B.Sc) in Jamia Islamia. I was living with my Uncle and Aunt. My parent were living in Agra. Its a story long back as I am 28 now. My uncle's home was in Aurobindo Marg. Tushar and I were neighbours, though he was living in another society but both our buildings were near the boundary wall with balcony facing each other. I have seen him many times. I knew he was a flirt coz he had a lot of girls in his friend circle. Every weekend he used to have a big party at his home. 

He never tried his charm on me as i was not his type. His friends were all from rich families. During my vacations i noticed him looking at me many times. He used to come to his balcony everytime i go to mine. After a week or some one of his friend came to me with his proposal. I was shocked as well as angry. I refused harshly. Next day he came to me and said that he wants a simple friendship. People were right , his language was sweet as sugar and he had a strange attraction. I agreed as i was not having much friends there. Soon we get very close. We used to chat for hours. He was like a kid , telling me each and everything even about his parent's fights.

One day he said that he wants to marry me, i was shocked. "No Tushar ,its not possible, you know the reason" "But I Love You" He said with moist eyes. For the next one year , I heard nothing from him except "Neesa, I Love You" . I trusted him and accepted his love. (I know this is really boring for you all but whenever it comes to tushar , i just cant keep my heart and hands on control)

That day, for the first time, i went to one of his flat in Malaviya Nagar. The flat was fully furnished." Where are we?" I asked."Ye flat humne abhi abhi liya hai, Next Month my big bro is getting married, he will be shifting here". "OK" "Actually it is really hot outside so i thought we should meet here, is it ok with you" he said."Ya , fine". He started the AC and gave me some water to drink which he was carrying alongwith some eating stuff. He pulled down all the curtains and make the light dim. I washed my face and feets and came to the hall. He has removed his shirt. I was feeling a bit uneasy but i had all my trust on him. "Come on, sit here with me" he was sitting on the edge of a soft and cozy bed. I walked slowly and sat. " You are looking really beautiful" he said and gave a pull to my hairband letting my hair down. I was having waist length hair that time. He lift my face and kissed me on my forehead. We were used to kissing so i dont feel any awkwardness. With his both palms on my cheek , he kissed me on my lips, it was a deep and passionate kiss. He pushed me and made me lying on the bed , still with his lips on mine. My eyes were closed. His hand was on my breast. He was slowly pressing them . I was enjoying it. Then he slid his hand inside my kurta and started moving it on my stomach then slowly reached my chest and pushed the bra up. As he touched my bare nipple i woke up with shock. "What are you doing" I stood up. "Nothing Neesa, Just relax, Ok lay down i wont do anything , believe me." He pulled me slowly and again kissed me . Again he started pressing my boobs. "Pls let me kiss you there, i wont do it again , for the first and last time "he was pressing them hard and was kissing me on my neck. Again he slid his hand inside my kurta. This time i didnt refuse, he started caressing my boobs, it was like a current flowing inside me. My eyes were closed. Suddenly he took one of my nipple in his mouth and started sucking it. I felt like pushing him but i was parallysed. I could not move my hand. He was sucking it like a baby, which made moan. I was brushing his hair with me fingers. "MMmmmm" this feeling was unknown to me. But it was giving pleasure.

He pushed his pants down and untied my salwar's knot but didnt pulled it. He was above me, kissing on my lips and rubbing my cunt with his cock. "Pls get down over me , I am feeling strange tingle". " I am not doing anything to you, am I, so why you are so worried, pls relax, kuch nahi hoga". He kept on rubbing it. He took his cock out of his underware, i tried to look."Pls dont look at me, i am not wearing my pants" He kept his hand on my eyes. I felt like laughing .Again i closed my eyes and started feeling the sensation. I started moving my hand on his back and kissed his deeply.He started moving faster. I was moaning, My cunt got wet. Suddenly he pushed my salwar and underwear and touched my cunt with his cock. "NO!!!!!!!, Dont do this." "Neesa, dont refuse, i will just do once"."But why, pls get up". "Ok relax, listen to me. See, i know you love me but i know we will have to face lot of problems in future due to caste difference, I belong to a Jaat family, they can even kill me for the sake of their name in soceity, but i dont care. What about you? If tomorrow your parent will force you, or blackmail you, i know you will leave me. That is why i want a proof, coz i know you wont leave me after we get physically involved." "I want you to acccept me your husband today and i will accept you as my wife". I didnt knew what to say ,what to do?,"you dont believe me, i wont leave you at any cost even if they kill me and if you want a proof , i will give you this proof. But let me tell you I am not ready for it now, now the decision is yours." " I wont ditch you Neesa, Believe Me. I Love You." He looked into my eyes and I closed my eyes. 

He pushed his face down and kissed me , i wrapped my arm around his neck, he rubbed my cunt with his finger and slid it inside. I grabbed him hard. He started moving it back and forth. I was having slight pain but i was ready for it. "It will cause some pain," "Ok, but do it slowly". Slowly he started pushing his lund inside me, tears started flowing down to my cheeks. "Its paining tushar, pls dont do". "Try to bear it jaan, i will slow down" He was pushing it in but it was too thick for my virgin cunt. He gave it a push. "AAAAAAAAAAH' I screamed. He stopped, the started moving back and forth, slowly up and down, soon my cunt spread a bit to give space to his lund. Now it was turning out in pleasure. "Move it a bit fast pls" i moan. He moved fast and when he was near to cum, he took it cock out and went to the washroom.

"What happened" i asked when he came back."I didnt wanted to cum inside you, I will do it when you will ask me to do so". He looked at my semi swollen pussy." Oh my jaan, How much pain you had because of me, " he was talking to my pussy. He looked at it for some seconds and then started kissing it. I got a shiver all over my body, i tried to move but he was holding both my thighs with his hands. He was licking it."Ooooo what is this tushar" i asked "Ye teri choot hai jise mai chaat raha hoon" I stopped moving, he spread my pussy lips with his fingers and starting pushing his tongue inside me. He was the most pleasurable moment of my first sex experience. He licked my cunt till i cum. "I didnt wanted you first sex to be remembered by you as a painful experience, now just remember this part OK jaan" I smiled and told him to lay by my side. 

"But why there is not blood flowing as i heard that it flows at the first time " " that is because i didnt went deep because it was painful for you. You can say you are still virgin as ur virginity is not broken now" It gave me partial relief and i placed my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes feeling his body warmth.

For the whole time i was lying beside him holding him tight. We kept on talking whole afternoon.I wasnt feeling guilty at all, I could feel a loving smell from his body,"Which scent is this" I asked . "LOVE" he said and kissed me.