| CONTRA HUMANUS |
| Childhood's over the moment you know you're gonna die" Neither Devil nor Angel, but also a culmination of both, Contra Humanus is the foundation psyche of the two opposing Sorios. Aloof, shy, and often frustratingly incompetent, the Contra Humanus lacks a sense of Self, a result of constant dependence on those around him, thus, at the core of the Contra Humanus lies the innocence of a child, uncorrupted by the immoral world. His search for his sense of self has led him through the greatest of cities, often found wandering among mortals in the crowds of the Rat-Race. He works by day, a cog in the corporate Machine, loathing it without complaint, smiling mindlessly for no reason. The Contra leads the strangest life of all, unable to determine whether he is truly happy to Be or Not to Be, merely content with being happy in his misery and miserable in his happiness. A zombie. "I'm all by myself. As I've always been." |
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| THERAPY AND THE WAR WITHIN: Contra Humanus: Thank you for seeing me. Sigmund Freud: You're welcome, thank you for coming. Yours was not an unusual, but nevertheless an interesting case. Why don't we start from the beginning, Connie? Alright. You say you hear voices inside your head? Yes. And they are at war with each other. Constantly. Describe them to me. Well, one is very very good, and the other is very very bad. The bad one mostly comes at night. But sometimes he comes out when we don't want him to. The good one always wins over him, says it's cos'of a power called "Love". The good one makes me feel better *smiles* It seems to me that you're suffering from "nutcasus wackjobus". And here I thought it was pure fucking lunacy. Yes, that too. Right. You are a perfect example of the war that occurs within everyone, albeit on a greater, exaggerated scale. A war of psyches? No, more like a war of conscience, which affects the state of your psyches. Part of you wants to do good things to spread the energy of Love among others, and the other part is carefree and excessive, neglectful of consequence. So what do you suggest I do about this, Doctor? I don't know who I am anymore.. Exactly your problem, you have no sense of self. Yo are lost, and as a result, you live a life of contradiction. This is how the 2 opposing psyches mansifested themselves and became self-conscious entities within you. You are complex. I am simple. You're a complex simpleton. But I don't want that!! I want to be normal...I just want to be ME! Then accept the psyches for what they are instead of shunning them and feeling ashamed of them. You have such a complex mind, and you yet have to explore every facet within to develop a sense of self. Is this why I have trouble finding my personality? Exactly that. You need time to let your 2 psyches re-integrate into one another to become Normus Humanus. Then, I cease to exist? You WILL exist, in a healthy, newly-evolved mental condition. I become....myself. Precisely...you're smarter than you look. Gee thanks. Can I go now? Let me speak to Angel Sorion. You got it. |
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| Sigmund Freud, the father of psycho-analysis |
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