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Rating: NC - 17
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Summary: This is sequel to my first story called We are different, aren't we?. This is after Buffy and Angel had slept together for the second time and Angel lost his soul. So now Buffy has to deal with Angelus again, but this time they don't exactly fight. I think you can guess what I am saying. There isn't much of action going on or lot of things happening. The only thing is happening is Buffy and Angelus smut, smut and more smut. So if you want to find out more just read the story to know what happens.

Buffy moaned as she slowly opened her eyes. Her body was sore and for a moment she forgot that she and Angel had made love. Then she looked around to see that she wasn't in her bedroom, it was Angel's bedroom. Then things rushed back in her memory as she remembered the entire last night.

Oh my GOD, what have I done?, was her first rational thought. How could I be so STUPID?

She blamed herself. She knew what would happen if they made love, she knew that Angel would loose his soul and still she had slept with him without thinking about the consequences. She looked over to the other side of the bed, praying the whole time that it was a dream, or let it please be Angel. She gasped as she met his eyes.

He was looking down at her, smirking. Buffy couldn't read what he was thinking. She just sat frozen on her spot, thinking and wondering if he still had his soul. Millions of questions and thoughts went through her mind, making her confused and scared.

"Hello sleepy head. It's about time you woke up", Angleus said while smiling wickedly at her.

Buffy gasped, she knew that smile. Angelus was back and Angel was gone again and it was her fault. **Oh, my god how the hell am I going to explain this to Giles, Willow, Xander, and Riley. Oh god Riley**, she thought terrifyingly. She had cheated on him. He was her boyfriend and she had betrayed his love and trust. How she was supposed to tell them that she broke their trust by sleeping with her ex-boyfriend, doing something so forbidden.

Meanwhile Angelus was staring at her. He knew this was the reaction he was going to get from her. He smirked down at her. She was lost in deep thought because he could tell from her face. She also looked frightened and confused. "Aren't you going to say at least good morning, lover?", he added in that smooth tone.

She was confused by his question. She was expecting him to be gone once he lost his soul, or at least try to kill or hurt her. But instead he was talking to her. Buffy's first impulse was to find some kind of weapon, for when she needed it, at the same time wondering if she had enough courage to kill him with a stake. But she looked around the room any way.

Why didnt he attack me while I was sleeping? Why isn't he attacking me right now?, she thought to herself. Maybe he's just playing one of his games, she absently thought in her mind.

Buffy needed to get out of here as soon as possible. Maybe he wasn't trying to kill her right now but this was Angelus, one of the most vicious vampires in history. He liked to torture and hurt his victims, both emotionally and physically, and he was dangerous and had no mercy.

Suddenly she remembered and realized something and her eyes widened with shock. Giles was right. This was part of the prophecy. This was the main reason her altered Evil twin and Angelus were brought to this world. Because after seeing their altered twins, Buffy and Angel had wanted the same thing with each other. They had forgotten everything else but each other. They didn't think about the consequences at the time, and now it was too late.

Maybe its not too late after all. I could get Willow to curse him again, but how I am going to explain how Angel lost his soul in the first place. I'll think of that later, but first I have to get out of here, she silently thought to herself. She was supposed to stop this from happening, from bringing Angelus back into this world, but she had done just exactly the opposite. Someone dark comes in the way and it will change people's lives forever, as she repeated Giles exact words in her mind. What was she supposed to do now. She felt so lost.

Buffy was shivering, partly because she felt cold in the bedroom and partly because in her mind there were hundreds of possibility going through her mind on what he could have done to her. Buffy realized that he was looking, more like staring at her with his beautiful eyes. She looked down at herself and noticed that she had only a bed sheet wrapped around her body. She was naked beneath it and he was staring at her body, making her feel more exposed.

She slowly gulped as she looked at him and clutched at the sheet, making sure it didn't slip down her nude body. She shifted her body on the bed to move off and leave, but she was forced backwards by his strong hands. Oh god, he's going to kill me now was the first thing crossed through her mind. He brought her tightly against his cool hard chest. Buffy was trying to wriggle away from him, protesting at the same time. She tried to free herself so she could leave, but his hold was strong and painful.

"Leaving so soon my love, and here I had made so many plans for us to spend some quality time together", Angelus said with laugh.

"Why? So you could run to your pathetic friends and loser boyfriend to give you comfort, and try to curse me with that damn soul as soon as possible", he tightened his hold on her, smiling down at her. "I guess I should just tell you my secret. You can't curse me again ever again, when I had my lousy soul I went to Willow's one day and asked her if I could study and look at the ritual to see how it was performed. And your na�ve friend just handed soul boy the disk that had curse on it. She told me to give it to her as soon as possible because it was the only copy and she didn't need to make a copy of it because she thought it was in good hands, and she trusted soul boy very much. So I had the disk hidden here and while you were sleeping peacefully, I destroyed it, so no more curse for me baby, I am back for good", he added with laugh.

Buffy's eyes widened with shock. It can't be true. He's bluffing. He just wants to scare me, she thought. But what if he wasn't. Then her Angel would never be back. Now she lost the little hope that she had before. She was crushed. Soon tears began to form in her eyes. She wanted to cry, to cry for the loss of her Angel, and the terrible mistake she made. Now everyone was going to have to pay the price for her stupid mistake again.

Buffy tried to stay in control and not give him the satisfaction of crying in front of him, but she couldn't help it. Soon tears were coming trickling down her face and she hugged herself and sobbed brokenly. And much to her surprise, Angelus gathered her into his arms and settled her on his lap. He stroked her blond hair while whispering "Shush, my precious one. Don't cry, I won't hurt you. Don't be afraid of me little one", he said, trying to sooth her.

Soon Buffy calmed down and found herself on his lap and realized that he was holding her tenderly. Buffy tried to move off him, but he grabbed her before she could move. "Stay", he commanded.

"What are you doing? Why are you doing this to me? Why aren't you trying to hurt me?" Buffy asked confusingly.

"Well, last time I tried that approach and it didn't work, so I decided I should try different one. I don't want us to fight anymore. If we fight then nobody wins and we waste our time and lots of innocent people get hurt. Not that I have problems with that, but I think you do, so I think we'll make a deal", he explained.

"Well brace yourself lover, I think you are going to love this", he assured her. "I promise to stop trying to hurt you or your family or your friends if you give me what I want", he told her. Buffy was surprised to hear this. She couldn't believe he didn't want to hurt her, or her friends, but it seemed too easy. He would never agree to do something like that and she suspected he did want something.

"Because I already told you before, all this fighting doesn't get us anywhere", he answered.

"Okay, so what do you want in return", she added in small voice, a little afraid to find out.

"I want what I've always wanted", he said, making her more confused. Buffy didn't quite understand what he was referring to and he loved the fact that she was so innocent. "Well, how about if I show you, then you'll know what I want", he whispered in her ear as he pulled her close and kissed her on her soft lips.

Buffy didn't have time to protest as his lips came down on hers. He kissed her hard and then nibbled on her lower lip, causing her to moan, which gave him a chance to slip his tongue in her sweet mouth. He explored her mouth with his tongue while running his hands over her back. Then he brought his hands up and tangled them in her golden hair to bring her more closer. Buffy couldn't believe that she was kissing him back. It felt so good. Maybe it was because she needed Angel more than anything.

She wanted to feel him as long as possible and the only way to do that was by giving his demon whatever he wished to take. His kisses were a little different now, but in a nice way. He was kissing her full of hunger and passion and Buffy had no choice but to return every kiss. Angel was never this forceful, he had always kissed her with gentleness, but as Angelus he plundered her soft lips again and again until she had no breath left.

He pulled his mouth away from hers to let her breathe. Buffy gasped as she felt him kiss and lick her throat, neck, ears, and cheeks. Then she wound her arms around his neck and pressed herself against him unconsciously with a moan. He kissed her again and again, tasting her sweet mouth while stroking her hair and back.

Buffy tore her lips away and looked into his eyes and was shocked to see lust blazing in them. She licked her lips, which were swollen from his hard, hungry kisses. Then he grabbed and ripped the bed sheet, leaving her naked. He quickly stated kissing and licking her neck and throat, moving downward.

Buffy was so hot, she felt like she was on fire and she burning up with need. She moaned and threw her head back as he slowly licked her nipples and she clutched his shoulders for support. He teased her by just licking and not giving her the pleasure of sucking. When Buffy thought she might go mad from it, she cried out his name, "Oh, please Angel". Only then did he take a nipple into his mouth and suckle. She held his head closer to her breast as he sucked and nibbled on her. Then he pulled back, only to repeat the same thing with other.

Suddenly Buffy felt a sharp pain and realized that he had bitten her. It didn't hurt, as a matter of fact, it felt so good as he drew her blood out and suckled more and more. "Ohh, Angel", she cried out. Angel had never done that before and it felt so good.

He laid her back down on bed and stated to kiss her stomach. She was so soft and warm. "You feel so good, you are SO beautiful", he mumbled as he kissed and nibbled the skin.

Buffy's mind stopped working. She turned her head side to side as he licked and kissed her and she was running her fingers through his hair, arching more into his cool mouth. "I want to taste every inch of you", he said before kissing her thigh.

Then he brought his mouth over her center, which was wet and it was dripping with her juices. Angelus inhaled her musky scent and ran his cool tongue over her, causing Buffy to press herself more firmly against him. He licked and kissed her clit over and over, drinking her juices, tasting and teasing her. He could hear her moans of pleasure, and it thrilled him to know that he was making her feel this way. She was crying out and whimpering because of what HE was doing to her, and to hear her say his name in pleasure, drove him out of his mind.

Then he made his way back to her mouth. Buffy opened her passion filled eyes and her hands reached out and grabbed his head and brought down his mouth to meet hers. She kissed him, tasting herself on his tongue. He pulled his mouth away and pressed his weight on her. Buffy pulled him more closer as she ran her hands over his smooth back.

Then Angelus positioned himself at her opening and thrust into her tight body. "So hot, wet and tight", he said with his closed eyes. When he was inside of her completely, he started to move in and out of her body. He buried his face in her neck, licking and kissing it. Buffy was trying to meet his each thrust. She wound her legs around his waist to let him glide deeper inside her.

Soon he felt her orgasm building and he moved faster and tried to go deeper. "That's right Buff, come for me. You are almost there my love, almost", he whispered to her. He wanted to see her when she came, so he moved one more time and sent her over the edge.

She shouted his name when she came and he opened his eyes to look down at her. She looked so beautiful, she was covered in sweat and she was panting. He moved and plundered her depths again and again, causing her to come three times. Then he felt his orgasm building and he thrust even faster and harder. She came once again just before he vamped out and sank his fangs into her vein, drinking her blood and joining her in ecstasy, growling loudly. They both calmed down and he withdrew himself from her body. They both sighed in satisfaction as they fell asleep once more, in each other's arm.

Buffy awoke trying to figure out what had happened in the last couple of hours. It surprised her to know that Angelus wanted her. He wanted to make love to her instead of fighting and she was having a hard time believing that.

"So, what do you say Buff, do we have the deal or not?", he broke the silence. She didn't answer him, just looked at him. She was so lost, confused and sad. "Ok, Buff, let me tell you this. Accepting my deal would be the best choice you ever made."

"What if you are just lying and playing with me? How would I know that you won't just kill me or hurt me", she asked.

"You don't. I guess, you just have to trust me on this one, lover", he said with a smirk. He saw that she was struggling, not wanting to believe him, but in some place deep down she did want to believe him. "Let's say, you didn't accept my deal and then what will you do. How are you going to explain to your friends and tell them that I lost my soul again Do you think, they'll understand? Do you think they will forgive you just like nothing ever happened? And may I remind you that you just let me make love to you. You gave yourself to me willingly; knowing it was I all along. How do you think, your friends are going to react, oh, and lets not forget your boyfriend", he asked her, knowing by the look on her face that he had her. Buffy thought about what he said and it made sense. Now she was torn between her duty and her heart.

"Trust me Buff, this is the only choice you have that will benefit you. You get what you want and I get what I want", he added. "Also, one more thing, you can't tell anyone about this. This stays between us only, or the deal is off."

"But if I agree with your deal, then how will I explain to them that you lost your soul and not let them find out about us, because they are going to find out soon", she asked.

"I'm sure you can come up with something good, lover, so do you agree or not?", he whispered in her ear.

Buffy nodded her head, feeling like she had no choice left but to take that one. "Good, I want you to come here tomorrow at night, also if you want to keep your pathetic boyfriend alive, I suggest you break up with him because I like to keep what is mine", he said, sounding more like he was commanding her.

"Are you finished telling me what to do, because I will not do that", she answered back while glaring at him

"No, it's more like a warning lover, and you might want to rethink about my suggestion."

Soon Buffy got dressed and left the Mansion wondering the whole time how she is going to explain to her friends that he lost his soul without letting them know she slept with him. Soon she reached Giles' house and braced herself to tell them the news of Angel losing his soul.

"So, Buffy, want to tell us, why you asked us to come down to Giles' at 11:00 A.M", Xander asked.

"I have some news, it's about Angel. He lost his soul and I..." before Buffy could finish talking, Xander broke in.

"What? How could that have happened? When did this happen?" he asked. Buffy looked at everyones faces, they were shocked and didn't know what to say.

"Well, I just, I guess what I am trying to say is that Giles, you were right about the prophecy all along. About the part that something dark will come and change people's lives forever, it was about our altered evil twins", Buffy answered nervously.

And before she could give them the reason, Giles said, "Are you saying that Angel's soul was somehow taken from him by some sort of spell like it was taken from him in alternate universe, Buffy?"

Buffy didn't know what to tell them at that moment. If she said yes then she would be lying, but then if she said no, nobody would forgive her and the deal she made with Angelus would be off.

"Yes I guess, I just..." she answered in a quiet voice, feeling guilty for lying to her friends.

"But don't you guys have the curse to give him back his soul", Riley suggested before continuing. "I know the curse was for when he gets his one moment of happiness and loses his soul, but we could try give him back his soul."

Willow suddenly was nervous and Buffy knew the reason for it, it was because she didn't have the curse, it was destroyed by Angelus. "Umm, guys, we can't curse him", Willow said.

"We can't because we don't have the curse. I gave that disk to Angel and he didn't return it to me and I didn't make any copies because the curse was too important, and if it was stored in too many places then it would be easy for someone to find", she explained.

"Willow, how could you do that? How could you not keep it for a back up plan", Giles said, while trying to keep his anger down.

"Well, I thought, why would Angel lose his soul again. I mean Buffy and him aren't together anymore and when he asked me if he could see how the ritual was performed, I thought it was in safe hands, but I am so sorry", Willow said softly.

"Ok, since we can't curse him, we have to be careful. We could try to find out who could have performed the spell that caused him to loose his soul. We all know what is he capable of. We have to be extra careful from now on. But first we have to do is reverse the spell of invitation to our houses, so he can't come into anyone's house. Also, start keeping a wooden cross and bottle of holy water with you in your pocket or bag. And warn your parents about not inviting some strange man into your houses. We'll think about more later on", Giles instructed.

"And Buffy, are you ok? I mean I'm sure this is a lot harder for you, and you do know that you have to be very careful from now on, and I guess, he won't be going back to LA, he would stay here", Giles said in low tone.

"I'm ok. You are right, this is hard for me, but I have been through this before, so I'll be okay", she answered him. Buffy wanted to tell them the truth, but she couldn't. She was so scared and confused.

"O.K people, go to your classes and try not to think of unpleasant thoughts", Giles suggested as everyone left, still kind of in shock.

The day was unending. During the day Buffy couldn't pay attention in any of her classes. She kept thinking about the deal she had made with Angelus, asking herself if she had made the right choice. She felt so guilty for not telling her friends the truth. Now the day was almost over and at nighttime Angelus had told her to come to the Mansion.

Buffy also couldn't help feeling a little excitement when she thought about Angelus wanting to make love to her. She clearly remembered the way he kissed and made love to her this morning. She didn't want to admit to anyone or to herself that she liked what he did. He made her feel so wanted, she really loved the way he touched her and kissed her and she wanted him to do the same thing again.

At last the day ended and the night came. Before Buffy went to the mansion, she first hunted few vampires, not forgetting her duty. Then she, Willow and Xander went to the Bronze to see OZ play. Finally at 9:00p.m, she decided to leave them, making the excuse that she needed some time alone. "See you tomorrow Buffy and be careful", Willow said.

"Thanks guys and I will", she said with small smile. And then Buffy headed toward the Mansion.

Buffy left her weapons and bags downstairs and climbed the stairs to reach the living room. Then she stopped in her track because he was standing there, waiting for her to come. Buffy's slayer instincts told her to get away from him as far as possible.

She still thought that this was just some game he was playing, that he was going to attack and kill her any second. His face lit up and he smiled at her. "I knew you'd come, I have been waiting for you all day", he said softly while staring at her and he held his hand out. At first Buffy hesitated, but then she took his hand and he drew her toward him.

Angelus noticed that she was still unsure, that still she felt so guilty for lying to her friends. But that will change. He would change that. He would make her feel things and give her things that she had always wanted from Angel.

She was afraid to be in his arms now, but there would time when she didn't want to leave his embrace because it would be physically painful for her to do so. She would give him everything he wanted. She would pray for the day to end and night to come early so she could see him and be with him again. She would forget her duty, her responsibility, her family and loyalaty to her friends each time she was with him.

She would not care about anything else but him and him only. If she were asked to make a choice, she would choose him over anything or anyone. That was the main reason he was being gentle with her and made this deal with her. He wanted to show everyone that soul or no soul, Buffy belonged only to him.

She would be so entwined with him that she couldn't see what was right or wrong, but most importantly she wouldn't care whether it was wrong or right as long as he was with her. Oh, yes that day would come. She was everything he ever wanted, she was his passion, his desire, his hunger, and she was ONLY his.

He wanted her to feel these things because he was feeling them right now, even though it was against his will. He wanted her to want to be with him forever, so it was SO important for him to make her feel the same thing he was feeling. Maybe then she would understand how much he wanted her. Once he has her love and devotion then nobody could take her from him. But for now, he was happy that she was here, with him, willing to give him anything he wanted.

Angelus stood behind her, pressing her against his hard, muscular chest as he reached for her jacket to take it off her shoulders. He carefully discarded it and placed it on the chair in front of the fireplace. Buffy just stood still and let him do what ever he wished.

After he finished with that task, he reached for her hair, undoing the hairpins carefully, and gently combing his figures through her hair, causing her to moan and close her eyes. Soon her golden hair fell gracefully about her shoulders. He stroked it softly and brought his face closer to smell it. "You have beautiful hair. So soft and silky and it always smells so good", he whispered while nuzzling his face in it. Then he started to drop feather light kisses along her neck.

Buffy moaned out loud as she titled her head to give him better access to her. He smiled at that sound. He loved to hear her breathless cries of pleasure, and it was music to his ears. He turned her around, so now she stood facing him. Buffy wanted him to kiss her like he did this morning. She had never felt a kiss like that before.

It was full of passion and hunger and she wanted to kiss him the same way. She unconsciously parted and licked her lips in anticipation. Then he picked her up and carried her in his arms. She wound her arms around his neck as he brought her to his bed.

He dropped her softly on the bed and climbed in after her, pulling her back onto his lap. Buffy lay across his lap, wrapping her arms around his wide shoulders and arms. He cupped her face in his hands and then brought his mouth down hers to kiss her. He nibbled and sucked her lower lip and then slipped his tongue inside her mouth.

Buffy opened her mouth and met his tongue with hers. They kissed each other again and again until she was breathless. She pressed herself against him as she returned his every kiss. Oh, god she loved his kisses. She sucked on his tongue hard and she gave hers for him to suck on. He ran his hands over her back and so did she. It felt so good to be here with him, in his arms where she belonged.

Angelus then removed her from his lap and sat her down on the bed, putting a pillow over her head, so she wouldn't bang her head or something like that. He reached for her shirt, and started to unbutton it slowly. He removed the shirt, leaving her only in her black, lacy bra. He placed small kisses on her breasts, leaving her nipples alone. He slowly licked and nibbled the soft skin he found. Buffy slid her fingers into his hair and moaned at the sensation.

He finally took her lace-covered nipple into his mouth and suckled lightly then harder as her moans of pleasure increased. He took the bra off her shoulder and kissed her more. Moisture began to flow and soon started to seep out of her, making her underwear soaked. He sucked on one nipple, while his hand caressed her other breast. Soon he was driving her crazy with his alternative suckling on both nipples.

Buffy tugged his head up, and he looked at her face. She slowly opened her eyes and met his brown ones. He kissed her again on her lips and she broke the kiss panting. Then she reached for his dark blue silk shirt and started unbuttoning it. She leaned forward and placed small kisses along his chest as it came into view.

She ran her hands over his smooth chest, digging in her short nails, making him growl. She continued to lick, nibble and kiss his chest, leaving the nipples as he had done to hers. Angelus threw his back as he held her head close to his chest. Buffy slowly flicked her tongue over one nipple, causing him to moan. Soon she was suckling them, making him purr in pleasure. Then he took charge by rolling her over pressing her down into the mattress.

He moved downward, licking, nibbling and kissing the soft smooth skin of her stomach. She arched her back, and he smiled at her response. Then he took her pants off, leaving her in silk underwear, which was completely soaked with her juices.

He reached for his own pants to get them off because he wanted nothing more than to feel her warm, smooth, silky, soft skin against his own. Buffy eagerly reached down to help him, and it pleased him to know that she was just as eager as he was. Their hand fumbled with buttons and then pulled down the zipper, freeing his manhood.

Buffy couldn't help but stare at him curiously because this was her first time to look at it so closely. It was so BIG, but it was so smooth and hard. Buffy licked her dry lips while wondering how did he fit into her so nicely. She wanted to reach out and touch it and see how it would feel in her hands. She looked up to his face and saw that he knew she was staring at him.

Buffy blushed which caused him to smile. Hesitantly, she took him in her small hand and lightly stroked. As soon as he felt her hands on him, he growled deeply in his chest, causing it to bounce. Buffy looked at his face and saw that he seemed to like what she was doing. So this time, she stroked him firmly and soon she got the rhythm of it.

Angelus let her do anything she wished and, even though, she was less experienced, she was doing hell of a job. His mind stopped functioning as her small hand stroked him up and down, driving him mad. Angelus stopped her moments later; otherwise, things would be over before it started.

He loomed over her naked body, looking down at her. He wanted to join his body with hers so badly that he couldn't think straight anymore. But before he did that; he wanted to worship her body one more time. He started to kiss every inch of her body, wherever his lips, tongue and hands could reach.

Buffy was mindless, she couldn't do anything but moan hopelessly and gasp his name over and over as he pleasured her. Soon she was tugging his hair, moaning and crying out that she needed him inside of her.

Finally, he decided to give her what she wanted. He parted her thighs nd slid into her in single smooth motion. She fitted around him so nicely. Her silken walls squeezed his hard member, causing him to roll his eyes back into his head. He moved inside her and she matched him thrust after thrust.

They thrust against each other, while moaning each other's name. As their passion grew, his face shifted into his vampire visage. Then he started to thrust more deeply and quickly. He felt her orgasm building and he buried his face in her neck, inhaling her sweet scent.

She shouted his name when she came hard and she arched her back and neck, giving him better access to her neck. His fangs sank into her vein as he sucked her blood. It was so powerful and he could taste her pleasure in it. He tightened his arms around her as he spilled his seed into her, growling at the same time. Buffy was numb and didn't have any energy to move, as she came down.

They both sighed in satisfaction, while he still lay on top of her, inside her warmth. She stroked his hair and back slowly, loving the feel of his weight on hers. Then he rolled them over, so he no longer was on top of her, and he slowly withdrew himself. They both wrapped their arms around each other and slept peacefully with smiles on their faces.