I run toward a field of chiselled faces


one two one two one 
is the date 
the date to runaway
sometimes it is necessary 
when the world crumbles
beneath to board that train 
despite only two hours sleep 
and paining heart 
feeling weak 
a woman once told me 
that in hospitals 
there are whole wards 
filled with people who 
cannot express their feelings 
I can express my feelings 
weep and I do and I did 
in front of you in that 
Vietnamese cafe
to explain at 
the end and
when they were not handled
like you would a small dove 
when enough tears had soaked
through the skin of my cheeks 
into the fabric of my glove when
I cannot sleep and you lay quiet
floating down a pious canal I
boarded that train
to arrive at a better day 
and a field of chiselled faces
who place a hand on my shoulder 
and ask why, what is the reason
for all of this rain?