Please! I want some peace! some peace from you
Coz I can’t live like this no more
But you don’t do, what I want you too
Is it you or me that I abhor?
The same old accusations, cruel and constant irritations
Now permanently etched into my very core
And I can’t keep up! with this unyielding attack
Or the words you say but don’t take back
And I don’t know how to stop it stinging
Coz I am drowning from within,
These same old thoughts they still linger
Don’t let them in
Don’t get too close,
And I know you’re self-protecting
Isolating unintentionally?
But please can’t you just let some things be
So mistrusting, so self-disgusting,
Somehow the blame still lies with me
Overanalysing, still chastising
I fear you’ll be the death of me
I crumble under constant criticism
The dangers gone but you don’t see
I am here and still crying, but fighting so, to be free
But you are still so self-protecting
And keep the world away from me
