| I jumbled most of my thoughts together, leaving out the really violent parts and made one jumbled sentence, "Sora, a few hours is not a little late...You deserve so much better then this!!...Why can't you see what he's doing to you? Your not yourself anymore Sora...your not my Sora anymore..." I said..suprised at my own words..She started crying again.."I know..but I don't know...I guess..I guess.." She looked up into my eyes, " I don't...I don't wanna be alone.." she said and quickly looked down. "Sora," I said, putting my finger on her chin to lift her head up.My heart pounded..oh jeeze... "You'll never be alone..as long as I'm here..you'll ALWAYS have me..." She looked at me..stunned...."Tai..I..I.." It was now or never..I was going to kiss my best friend, suprisingly a thing I had been dreaming about for along time. Oh god Sora don't be to harsh, I thought to myself. Aderline rushed threw every part of my body, I took a deep breath and then brought my lips close to her, and kissed her. Was Sora kissing back? The kissed stopped, the dream stopped and Sora looked at me. I gulped and tried to burn that kiss into my brain, because I knew it would be the last of it's kind. "Sora...I understand...." I said and quickly got up and walked to the door, tears streaming from my eyes. Come on Tai, be a big boy, you knew she wouldn't love you back, the way you love her. I guess I did know, deep in my heart, but one can't live without a little hope. I felt Sora's hand lightly touch my shoulder..I turned around, preparing myself for a slap or a lecture about just being friends. And I deserved it..why was I such an idoit , to kiss her when she was so vurenable? "No Tai...I don't think you do understand...." she whispered and before I knew it, we where locked in another kiss... Yeah she's the flavor of the week She makes me weak |