The Aftermath...
Surviving Sexual Assault
Survivor's Reaction
Recognizing a rape victim's emotional state can help you to be more understanding.
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Emotional shock: I feel so numb. Why am I so calm? Why can't I cry?
- Disbelief: Did it really happen? Why me?
- Embarrassment: What will people think? No. I can't tell my family.
- Shame: I feel so dirty, like there is something wrong with me now. I want to wash my hands all day long.
- Guilt: I feel as if I did something to make this happen. If only I had ...
- Depression: How am I going to go on? I feel so tired and hopeless.
- Powerlessness: Will I ever feel in control again?
- Disorientation: I can't sit still. I'm having trouble getting through the day. I'm just overwhelmed.
- Retriggering: I keep having flashbacks. I wish they would stop.
- Denial: Wasn't it "just" a rape?
- Fear: I'm afraid of so many things. Will I get pregnant or get VD? Am I safe? Can people tell what's happened to me? Will I ever want to be intimate again? Will I ever get over this? I'm afraid I'm going crazy.
- Anxiety: I'm a nervous wreck! I have trouble breathing. (Anxiety is often expressed in physical symptoms, like difficulty breathing or muscle tension, sleep disturbances, change in eating habits, nausea, stomach problems, nightmares, bedwetting.)
- Anger: I want to KILL him!!
From Surviving Sexual Assault, edited by Rochel Grossman.
Posted with permission from Central Minnesota Sexual Assault Center
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