My nothingness

In my nothingness
In my nothingness I am here alone
These walls are colourless
And I am in hell
Alone
In my nothingness
There is always time to dwell
My prayers have been answered
By some one else
In my nothingness
My god shall not save me
He just watches as
My bitter moments pass
Holding on as much as I can
I'm losing my faith
I m in dear need of a helping hand
When I need him the most