Smudge my hold
on reality,
im on the brink of insanity.
without halucinations
my life
can't go on

Life can't go on
when i only see what's there,
i see
only dispair.

WHen my eyes
are so blurred
i dont give a fuck
that i'm in hell.
pills and symptoms,
i'll never tell.

Theres a cure
and i know
im losing it all.

.....Without sleep do i dream
do i dare stay awake.
everything i've done
was it a mistake?
Lonelyness requires
a soul
without shape...
burning is quick
a soul cant escape.
when frost bite begins,
does insomnia take place.
when soon i'll be day dreaming
about a muse with no face.
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