climb my cell wall
where is my mind?
Eyes shuttered
an end to a dream
waking up
pupils grow
minds surrender
no use for a show
streets and sidewalks
lay infront of my shoes
judged left and right
on a busy way
where steps
are straight
to arms and hair
is where it sways
an uncomfortable surrender
of a distressed unsheltered kind of
a bad day,
branded feelings
old friends
lost memories drowned
by home made wine
alcohol and war
white flag gathering
my beds inn
with dirty sheets
nights expired
Ive retired any use
of losing this inebriated smile
going downhill from here
i buried my last excuse
in a box i put together effortlessly
with carpenters glue