March 30, 2009
Why do i always felt writing when i'm in my most difficult times of my life. Some say, that its the best way to release the tension thats building up inside you. Well, that's true. I'm always crying when it comes to my relationships.. my failed relatioships
October 31, 2008
It's been almost a year and many things have already happened. People change and so am i. I fell in love and it felt so good. But of course, my life is not a fairytale where I would find my price charming, and we would live happily ever after. That ain't happen to me. My heart was broken but 'am still kicking. It wasn't easy to start over again. But hey, 'am proud to say that i survived! My friends are making me strong. I wanted to be happy, so i chose to be happy. But sometimes, i felt that i've always been prentending to be happy. But don't get me wrong, i know in my heart that i'm happy, its' just that sometimes i don't feel the true happiness that i have been longing for. 'am so close to crying coz' i can't find someone who i can talk to. I hope i can find someone who didn't knew me and someone who is willing to listen to me no matter what. I really wanted to scream my heart out. But it seems that no one really wants to listen. Fcuk! I don't wanna cry. Shiit! i can't hold my tears anymore. I just want to focus on my studies right now And 4 days to go, our vacation is officially over. I've been spending my vacation by watching tv, talking to my pals and spending more time with myself. I love myself, I really do. *laughs* I miss my friends especially jai. *sighs* now, there's something i really want to do. it's like throwing a bottle with a message in it. I've been really wanting to do that, even my friend knows how badly i wanted it. She too, wants to do it. Soulmates, isn't it? *laughs* Te quiero mucho, mi amigo.
November 24, 2007
happy!! shalala!! its so nice to be happy!!��
September 09, 2007
It's really hard waiting for that special someone, when you're not sure if he is worth waiting for.
Loving someone is so difficult. Especially, when you know that he has his significant other. Why can't you just love the people who loves you? Should you let go? I have a story to tell. It's all about my crazy lovelife. *laugh* During my highschool days, I'm attracted to this guy in our subd. although I do not know what he really feels for me. So, I'm contented just looking at him. I even prayed to God ^i bet you already know what i'd asked from God^ ha.ha. i'm so crazy! *fast-forward* What shocked me the most is that my friend already knew what he really felt. She hide it from me. She told me that he likes me and he even wants to court me but that was a long time ago. I'm so disappointed that time. If she hadn't hide it from me, maybe we're already a happy couple. what a story! And until now, I'm still holding onto to the idea that we can still be together. Oh! if he only knew that i'm really hoping that we could be together. Is it too late? Should I continue waiting? I'm so damn stupid! I'm always waiting for him. Waiting for the time that I can be happy and share this happiness with him. Should I really wait for him? Should I move on? Help.
September 02, 2007
Christmas is fast approaching! Merry Christmas! I don't know what i'm feeling right now. I need time and space to think about it again. I just can't commit myself to someone, when I'm confused. I just need this year. Hope before the year ends, i'll have my answer. Oh please! Help me.
August 27, 2007
Yup, I'm really having a hard time right now especially in changing my Blog Layout. *crying* I really can't change my blog layout! I really need to fix it! Oh no! And I almost forgot to read in economics. i'll be back.
August 26, 2007
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a list of their own 6 weird things in their blog as well as state the rule clearly. At the end of your blog, you need to chose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.
1. I find time to talk to myself and do monologues every morning before taking a bath.
2. When I get mad to a person, after a couple of minutes it's already gone.
3. I am fond of watching horror movies but whenever I go to sleep I remember the scary scenarios.
4. I hate looking at the window every night
5. I can wait for a person just for 30mins. if it exceeds i am totally pissed off.
6. When I get mad to my parents, I, MYSELF justified their actions and then *BOOM* It's gone.
August 26, 2007
OK. This is my 2nd entry.
Do you know the song entitled "Your Guardian Angel" by red jumpsuit apparatus? that's one of my favorite song. Listen to it and pay attention to the lyrics. It has a good lyrics. I just don't know why i fell inlove with that song. And you know what, I'm also planning to play that song in guitar. So, I need to practice more although I know how to play the instrument but i'm not good at it.
If ever i can play that song using a guitar. IT WILL BE MY GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT. I don't know why, i just think i can use that song in the future. You think so? and i don't know why that song really means so much for me. So, just pray that I can play that song using a guitar. Atleast i can play it before the year ends. I just hope.
August 20, 2007
�t's been awhile since I haven't do blogging. Well, let's just say I'm quite busy nowadays. ^Not with boys, Of course!^ There's alot of stuff to do in school. Lots of quizzes, homeworks, and worst recitations. I can say that i'm able to survive those stuff - for now. Hope I will, in the future.
Last week was our preliminary examinations but due to the typhoon "Egay" classes were suspended. ^Wednesday, Thursday & Friday^. Oh! you should see how it affected our school. Flood! YUCK. so back to the story, our tests for Wed. and Thurs. is moved to Tuesday and Wednesday.. WHATALUCK! So, I should go back in studying my lessons. Goodluck for me! Godbless you all.
