Hate

One Fine Day
I Swore To You.
My Innocence
As certain as ever.
But just this once
Just don't ignore
The fact that I care.

Your perfectness
Makes me despise you.
Not wanting cheer
Or someone dear
Makes me despise you.

All I ever wanted
Was to see you happy.

Letting Go
The two words
Make a much needed fate
That you just wouldn't behold!

Yes, hate overwhelms me.
Only because I want
To be your best,
Your best friend.

One way
Another way
Helping others
Hurting others

Needs
Wants
Tries
Don't give up

You just have to
Show that you care
No matter what
You just have to bare

Hold back
Only when you
Feel wild
And uncontrollable

Once again
I'm just want to say
Don't give up
Don't give in

woe is me
that i only feel
the way i shouldn't be
for that time of will
is not within my grasp
those voices
attack me
wake or sleep
as i hide
beneath my covers
trying to run away
trying to escape
from these evil thoughts
those thoughts become me
forbidding me to be me
it changes me so that
i can't see, blinded,
i have become someone else
from another time
i'm afraid to ask for help
i don't know
what i would do to myself
someone please
save me

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