happiness, where art thou?
X: its hell a person can have that kind of power over you
Y: yes
Y: i imagine hell is this way
Y: the devil is someone you love completely
Y: and he just fucks with your heart to no end
Y: there could be no worse.
X: the way I see it, if a person causes me pain more than happiness its time for a change.
Y: but isn't it all the same?
X: it seems that way at times
X: I have always met with failure
X: but I still have hope
Y: i am just tired of it.
Y: seems quite the fruitless endeavor
Y: wasted effort
X: the relationship?
Y: just trying to make things go my way
Y: maybe there's no such thing as being happy
Y: only being better than sad
X: nah there is, its just a pain in the arse to find it
X: hell I am sure I could cheer you up given enough time
Y: oh im fine
Y: im not depressed
Y: we're just talking about truth
Y: nothing to be sad about.
X: well I have seen happiness before
X: its out there, just hard as hell to get
X: I tell myself things could always be worse
X: which they can for sure, sometimes I lose sight of what I have
Y: im not trying to lose sight of what is good in my life
Y: its just hard for me to take my eyes away from the truth i found
X: people robbing others of happiness isnt that only truth
X: there are people that want nothing more than to give happiness to others
X: you prove that yourself
Y: and then people take it from them gladly
Y: who cares if other things are true
Y: when such a horrible thing is true also?