Hidden Feelings
((You can hum it to the Alanis Morissette song "Ün-sent"))
Dear Pascal, I loved you so! You forgave me after what I had done to you and I thank-you so for that. I kept drawing you in and pushing you away, I remember how beautiful it was to talk for hours on the phone about anything and everything. I truly think we're soul mates, but I was an ass and shit happens...
Dear Martin, I hate you so! You almost ripped apart two best friends but in the end, you were the one that lost! I can't believe I let you get between me and Kas. What was wrong with me?...
Dear Jonathan, my all-time crush! I've never cried so much for a guy, but I finally realized what a waste of time you were. You broke my heart and I forgave you, but I'll never forget the things you put me through...
Dear Mike, you rocked my world! You've got a karizmatic way about you with the women and you got me seriously thinking about my sexuality. You wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass. You made me feel smaller than a thumbtack, but I'll always love you and you know why; you got the one thing that I can never give to anyone else...
Dear Eric, we learned so much! I realize things have changed between us forever, but what we had was simply amazing! I will always have your back and be curious about you, you whereabouts in Montreal and of your love life...
Lilly (January '99)
