*beep* obviously doesnt want to have anyhting to do with me anymore so blehhhh with *beep*

Anyways . . . I thought I would share that with all of you

I never thought finally giving up would be such a hard decision.

I mean I dunno it is hard to explain it is as if everything I've become is being taken away from me. Maybe I'm just letting it be taken away by giving up I don't kow. All I know is that this sucks and I wish it would chance.

On a different note, Heather was as gorgeous as usual today =)

Hrrmmmm... I don't think I talked about my week end so here it is in short.

Friday night was supposted to go to Aarons place for supper but we ended up going out to china town i had this shrimp stirfry! Yummy!! =)

Saturday went and got my cell phone hooked up and working and got some stuff for our new bathroom.

Saturday night chris came and picked me up and we drove around and went to see nicks, cindy and sacha

Sunday we went shopping again to return two things we had bought for the bathroom. We got my bed stuff(i talked about that yesterday). and we went to swiss chalet for supper! another yummy to that !

So today is may first and we get to see our new apartment today without anyone there and completely empty. And we get to move in it starting wednesday i think

I'll slowly be moving stuff in bit by bit during the day cause im home from school so..

I'll obviously be starting with my room and get that set up and get my bed stuff on on my bed! I can't wait! my room is going to be gorgeous!

Hrmm maybe I should have put a little wanring thingie at the top telling people that this was going to be a long and blabby type entry!

oh well!

If you have read to this point you weill get that warning hehe

Be thank ful that this isnt yet another Steve entry hehe dont think there will be anymore of thoses

BLehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

brb going to get some licorice

okie im back!

*smacks her lips*

yummy yummy yummy!

I have to hide the licorice from myself or i will eat it all!hehe

Well hmmmm.. dont really have anything else to say.

Well I do but I can't say it here so . . . anyways latah huns!