It is no wonder why, I talked to Steve for a few hours.

Told him about what has been going on and the "mistake" that I made a little while back.

I think I made him feel bad though:(

I just felt I had to tell him.

It is different with him.

Not like the other guys I've been with

He has my heart.

I don't know how else to put it.

He is like in my heart and soul.

Like he has a certain power over me

He can bring out a part of me that noone has ever been able to and that only he can.

I love him truly with all my heart.

I've been telling people that I'm over him and truth is, I'm not at all.

I'm over the fact that we aren't together and as long as there is the distance we never will be, but I'm still "in" love with him very much so!

Anyways, here I am rambling on about Steve again.

This guy I met from the internet was telling me that he could tell I was still into Steve just because I always talked about him and said stuff that had to do with him.

I was like err no I don't think so, but now I see that he is right.

I feel so wierd sometimes like I'm cheating on him or i dunno, like I'm always thinking oh I shouldn't do this Steve might not like it or things like that.

After getting home from getting my hair cut, I was looking in the mirror and I said outloud
"I wonder if Steve will like my hair?"
I couldn't believe I had actually said that outloud.

oh well!

Just proves I miss him I geuss.

So yeah... errr I'm going to stop writing now before this turns into yet another Steve entry.

OH WAIT!

It is yet another Steve entry.

Well people, as long as I live you will read Steve entries every once in a while!

So if you don't like them, Too bad!