The one emotion I wish I didn't have.

The one emotion I wish I could control better.

I am a jealous person and i'm not affraid to admit it. I've tried to hide it, but in the end I just end up getting more jealous and eventually explode. Usually in front of the wrong people who have no clue why i'm all of a sudden mad.

I don't see how jealousy helps anyone in any way.

Why does jealousy exist?

It is the worst feeling in the world. Possibly worse then rejection. Well it is close for me anyways!

When I get jealous it is as if my insides are rotting or something. I'm usually very good at hiding my emotions, but jealousy is the one that i'm powerless over

:(

I get overly jealous when it comes to Steve. Some might say that i'm obsessed, but I dont think I am. I just get jealous because i'm affraid i'll loose him.

Now I know this will never happen. We will always be friends and love each other, if not in a "want to be with the person way" then we will always love each other as friends.

We've known eachother for a long enough time and he is very special to me.

Anyways I could write for hours on jealousy. I hate jealousy and if I ever had one wish in the world it wouldnt be to have all the money in the world, it wouldnt even be to be with steve again(but if I had two wishes this would be my second). My wish would be that jealousy not exist.

Hey who knows maybe one day i'll find a magic lamp and rub it and a genie will pop out.

hehe!