Hmmm...

This could explain why im so damn bored

I totally freaked out last night. It was actually kinda scary. I just all of a sudden started missing Steve and I was doubting his love for me. I took something he said or should I say didnt say, the wrong way. Good thing my friend was on-line at the time because I was totally freaking. Was about to sstart crying but I held it in because my mom would've asked why I was crying and I didn't feel like explaining myself to her.

Well I'm feeling much better now sort of. I mean I cant hide that fact that I miss Steve like crazy even though we talk on the phone almost everyday.

I miss *being* with him physically.

I love how he holds me when we're together. He gives the best hugs in the world. Hugs that show he actually does care. And how he kisses......ohhhhh! I could write a book on how great it feels.

ok well I'm sure noone cares about Steve and I besides Steve and I hehe!

So hmm. yeah that is all I'm going to say about Steve and I for now:P

I Love you Steve*hugs her teddybear tightly and licks him all over*