March 22nd 2000
Hmmm...
I dont exactly know why but i have sort of been avoiding my on-line journal for the past few days. dont ask why i dont know why i just have been.
been working on something for steve. hope he likes it been working at least an hour per day on it. anyways i am sure he will he appreciates the little things in life. well as i said in my last entry, we are no longer together but still love each other. i am still very deeply in love with him. dont know if he is or not but that isnt very important right now. we know that we love each other and that one day we will get together. it's just that the distance is too hard for both of us. anyways i have a plan but i dont know if it will work out but you never know.
i went and applyed for several jobs yesterday. i'm sure that i will get at least one of them . well as i go to school only in the morning i can work the rest of the day w hich will give me a chance to sve up lots of moula...
so that once i am done my schooling here i can move down to toronto maybe with steve or on my own i'll see. but anyways yeah then we will be able to be together but like im not totally obsessed about this idea it is just a plan. if it works out that will be awesome if not oh well it wasne meant to be, we will see.
hmmmm... i really ought yo find something intersting to add to this page... let me think here hmm... i dunno i am more of a creative person when it comes to gluing stuff anf *trying* to draw stuff. hehehe
went out today to mail a little letter i wrote to steve after we got off the phone last night. wrote it on this kick ass paper that my mom got me. it is black paper and she also bought these metallic pens. they are really neat:P
so anyways yeah i hope he gets this letter because it is in an envelope that i made just for him. hope he likes it. i dunno why but i love sending him stuff. i geuss because it is the only way that i can show him that i really care about him.
anyways...
hmm.. ok well i am going to go work on my secret project now for a bit. so later xoxo Love you Steve *licks all over*
