6-21-00
I like chocolate and if I want to eat that nutella stuff straight outta the jar with my finger I will, dammit!
So there.
I just finished off a jar of delicious nutella.  YUM.  I feel sick.
I am VERY disappointed.  I am also very tired.  But I stayed up to catch the season premiere of Daria on MTV but it turns out it doesn't debut until NEXT wednesday at 10.  So I'm stuck watching Making the Video's best moments.  And let me tell you, there were several *rolls eyes*.  I had all these witty things to write about but they've escaped me now.  Go figure.
I spent a lot of time on line tonight reading websites.  Go to my links page, I have the links to the ones I was on.  They were pretty entertaining.  I love reading things like this thing I'm typing now.  You know, like blogging sort of.  But rants with a purpose.  I haven't written anything with a specific purpose in a long time.  I need to do that.  GOD!  I even had an idea of what to write about, but I don't remember!  Maybe it'll come to me later.
Anyhoo, I looked CUTE today!!  REALLY CUTE!  I mean I did something different with my eyeliner and everything.  But did I run into anyone I knew whilst I was shopping?  Of course not.  See, it's only when I look like crap that I run into people.  "Oh hey Caroline, you look....great!"  Yeah shove it.  I'd rather you point and laugh than lie to my face.  I know when you're lying!  So give it up!
And I was so ready to DO something today, go have a life and stuff.  I called my friend Brandon like 50 times.  Y'hear that Brandon?  I called you like 50 times and you never answered either line!!  You can't ever get mad at me for not calling you ever again!
I had to buy khaki pants and shorts for waitressing up north.  I found them...I love them.  They are great pants.  They were unnessecarily (sp?) expensive though.  I got them at Penney's I think.  Anyhoo, they're Paris Blues and they've got a ton of spandex in 'em.  Which is cool, cuz who knew you could have stretchy khakis?
I also got a pair of shorts that I don't really like but....who cares?  The only people who are gonna see me in 'em are Sequanota people, and it's ONE BIG FAMILY up there so it's cool.  *wink*
Why is the audio on MTV staticy?  oh nevermind, it was just that program.  Now it's cool.
Hey I got next week's TV guide and it was all about this season's real world and they spoiled all the surprises.  So, due to the fact that I am bitter over them ruining the surprises for me, I shall ruin them for you as well.
1.  GA boy and Julie never get together.  Apparently, he's VERY obnoxiously picky about girls he dates (psssh) so he said that she wasn't meant for him.  (gaaaaaag)
2.  The gay guy is moving in with his boyfriend!  YAY!!!  cute!  He's such a cutie.
3.  Uh....I don't think I remember anything else.
4.  Oh yeah!  Melissa and Muscle Man never hook up either.  In fact, Melissa doesn't have sex or go on a date throughout the entire season.
5.  There are more, I just don't remember
You know, I hate those pepsi challenge commericals.  They obviously only use the ones where the person preferred pepsi.  Now, you see, I don't really like colas of any kind.  BUT.  If I had to choose, I'd take coke.  (although 7up is as tasty as sprite)  Now I only drink juice and water and milk.  And SOBE of course.
I can't wait for Daria.  I love Daria.  She is me.  It's ridiculous.  Jane and Daria?  In a twisted way, that's SO Jessica and me.  heeheehee.  Except I'm kinda Daria with a little bit of Quinn thrown in to keep things lively.  But I even have a Daria bumper sticker on my...bumper.
Ich, I'm watching MTV makeover and that would be so humiliating for me.  The girl was in her PJs and Tyrese came to the door!  aaaah!!  I'd just kill myself right there in the doorway.
I went to Origins in the mall to get some more face mask stuff (gotta have clean pores!!) and the girl gave me a free sample of some lip gloss thing.  Great.  She went on and on about how great this lip gloss was, this lip gloss is wonderful!  It makes your lips look SO great!  It's the perfect color for everyone!  Yes, it LOOKS pink, but it goes on clear!  OH my GOD!  WOAH!  *smack*
She said she loves it.
She uses it.
I looked at her.
She was very unattractive.
Her lips were chapped.
She had definitely gone overboard with the mascara, used a TON of electric-white eyeliner.  See, I figured she started out with good intentions for her lips, but all the lipstick had long since worn off her lips and she was left with just the liner.  And her lips were very dry.  And she kinda also went oveboard with the foundation, but that's no concern of mine.  Poor thing.  I feel bad.  I feel mean.  But oh well.  She was so....perky.  Like that girl on Daria who's kinda on the outside of the Fashion Club and followed in Quinn's fashionable footsteps.  Yeah, i got daria on the brain.  I saw the end of the episode where "Val" comes to visit today.  I was sorry I missed it.
Will any of you take me to a rave?  Please?  Please?  I'm begging....?  I really really have the need to go.
Also, I'm totally looking forward to Friday when I go see Chicken Run.
OH GOD!!  (covers eyes)  the girl's about to ask her crush out!  nooo!!  *i'm a chicken who's deathly afraid of confrontation*  what?  wait!  Hey!!!  he said yes!!  awesome.  Go Courtney.  They're in a limo. heehee.  He's a nerd, just like me.  Dude, he's ordering for her.  That's so tacky.  NO!  Ordering for someone else is wrong.  HAHA they're drinking fake champagne, that's so adorable. 
The friend's comment:  "She looks awesome!  She doesn't look like herself...she looks awesome."  Yeah, nice compliment.
Oh now they're showing Spring Break Uncensored.  I'm excited.  yippee.  Seeing a bunch of scantily-clad drunk twenty year olds stumbling around.  Well, I'm a girl....I guess there's not as much in it for me as there is for a horny guy.
Dude....that guy was hot.  Woah. haha.  i need sleep, yikes, i'm   I got up at TEN AM today!  jeez!  an ungodly hour.  went to bed 'round two, so i got 8 hours of sleep.  I need 12.  No, you think I'm kidding.   But I'm not, I'm serious.  I don't get any sleep during the year so to stay healthy, I seriously need to sleep a ton during the summer.  .......
;)
Actually, I have no clue.  I Just like to sleep alot.  I'm ALWAYS tired, and I'm serious about that.
Arrgh.  Well I'm going to get my pants hemmed tomorrow so I'll be awake and all that.  maybe brandon will finally answer the frickin phone.  And michael, if you're reading this, I might delete IRC from my computer totally.  I discovered I have no use for it- it's just taking up my hard drive.  Or whatever it takes up.
oh god....gavin rossdale is so hot.  *gasp*
they're showing him doing glycerine in the rain alone at spring break 96. heeeeeeaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooohhhhhhhhh......i am now unstable.  I can no longer breathe correctly.  aaaaahhhhhhaaaaaa......No, I don't think you understnad the depth of my attraction to Gavin Rossdale.  Think of the hottest person you've ever been infatuated with and multiply it by like 1000.  I mean, he is just truly beautiful.  Totally gorgeous.  Inside and out I'm sure.  And he has a leapord print guitar strap.   yeeeess!  That's awesome.  And he's got that wavy/curly/whacked out adorable wonderful hair.  Lately he's been wearing it straight and slicked back kinda, and that just doesn't do it for me.  But he's still beautiful.  Ok, this little thing has taken a turn for the worse.  most definitely.
But I meant to flip through my tarot spell book to see if there was something i could do especially on the solstice for today but i forgot and since there's only 5 minutes left of the 21st, there's really no point anymore.
I'm glad to hear about this return of rock tour mtv's putting on.  ROCK LIVES!  METAL LIVES!  YES!!!  not that i'm a metal fan, but hey, those guys are tough and they could take the backstreet boys.  that's it yall.  i''m going to bed.