5-29-00

I'm just sitting here at my computer reflecting on a few things....like my car.  I love my car.  Yes, I love my car in a sick, sick way that no human being should love an inanimate object.  I am the proud mama of an '88 Jeep Cherokee.  NO, I haven't named my car, but I love it.  It has a leopard print steering wheel, pink fuzzy dice on the rear-view mirror, and a funky smell that varies with the weather.
I'm also thinking about how many websites there are out there that are better than mine.  I mean, really.  I look at my site and I think "amateur."  OK, actually I look at it and I think  "hell of a lot of work and wasted time."  But that's beside the point.  I mean, maybe if I knew HTML stuff.  Maybe then my site would live up to web expectations.   But....I chose to use Geocities Pagebuilder which is, like, one of the world's biggest shortcuts.  So maybe I'm just a slacker.
And the X-Files season finale.....IS THAT IT????????  ARE YOU TELLING ME THERE'S A POSSIBILITY THEY COULD END THE SHOW THERE????  I love Mulder.  I don't want him being anal-probed by aliens in the off-season.  And Scully.  Pregnant?  You just KNOW it's gonna be some weird alien-human hybrid.  Why was she so happy?  I know she's Ms. Cynic, but think logically!!!!  Ugh.  You know, that's one of my favorite shows of all time.  And the Cigarette Smoking Man....I know he's slightly evil, deceitful, and wrinkly, but I kinda liked him.  I could tell he liked Mulder & Scully, even though he did bad bad things, and I thought he was pretty cool.  Smoking is sooo disgusitng, but he's the only one I know who can make it....endearing.  What a terrible end he came to.  He lived through alien invasions, shootings, and the like, and dies by being pushed down a flight of stairs in his wheelchair....irony?  Maybe.  Tradgedy?  Definitely.  And why do they keep bringing Krichek back at the most inopportune times???  Do any of you remember the episode where he lost his hand?  wooo.....that guy's evil.  I caught myself thinking today about the episode in which Scully and CSM take a road trip up to his cabin.  That one was kinda frustrating.  Why didn't he let her have the disk?  Did he not want her to have to play God? Hm.
While I'm talking finales here.....Felicity.  That was a heart-wrencher.  The last scene when she and Ben are hugging....that was so sweet....It's good to see Megan actually has feelings.   SHe's pretty cool and Sean is just plain annoying.  I wonder if Noel ran off with Javier's slut cousin.  That would be interesting.  I don't like Ruby.  I wish they'd kill her off.
And I am sooo mad about La Femme Nikita.  USA has been playing repeats for about 5 weeks now.  It's getting old.  The season finale isn't supposed to be until July, people.  Come on, get with it.  I wanna see what else happens with Michael and Nikita.  The last new episode was the one involving Madeline and the love-chip they put in her head.  Weird.  Madeline has NEVER had a good hair style EVER.  NIkita's always looks good, Michael has his ups and downs, but Madeline....eh.  What a great show.  That quickly surpassed the XFiles as my favorite show a few years ago.  See, I only have a specific few shows I watch.  But whatever.  And Buffy.....she has these new powers....what a weak finale.  Some dream monster trying to kill off the Scooby Gang one by one via nightmares.  Psssh.  Hey what's a fish with no eyes?  "Fsh"  yeah that's the greatest joke.  Tell your friends.  They'll appreciate it.
I painted my toenails and fingernails blue today.  Blue's my favorite color.  Last night, all these weird people were IMing me on aol, and that's all fine and dandy and whatever.  BUt all at once 5 people I have never talked to in my life sent me IMs.  This one guy was pretty cool he described all the places he was pierced.  What a trip.
Jessica, my best friend, is so totally head over heels in like with this guy Skip....it's great....until it gets nauseating, then I just tell her she's pathetic.  I used to think I was a romantic, then certain things made me discover I wasn't.  I thought maybe I just wanted a physical relationship but a recent turn of events pointed out that that wasn't a good course of action.....thanks GUYS for showing me what i am truly looking for.  I met this guy once.  He was awesome.  We talked a lot.  I found out he has a girlfriend.  I hate that crap.  You know, I have a dating disorder.  It's really sad and weird in a way.  But I won't go into it.  Yall must think I"m pretty weird.  I'm just typing stuff as I think of it.  I have a history map quiz tomorrow.  I have to label all the countries of Africa.  Why does Africa need so many frickin countries, most of which are the size of metro atlanta?  You don't NEED to make a country that small.  Jeez.  Finals are coming up on Friday.  I"m kinda....apathetic.  I tried studying this weekend but it didn't work out.  So, i kinda gave up and am wishing for the best.  Anyway, jessica's pretty happy.  ANd my other friend Jessica is dating Marc, the love of her life, and that's great.  SHe's very happy.  Both Jessicas are ecstatic in their relationships.
Z93 was having a Classic Rock 500 countdown of the 500 greatest classic rock songs ever.  I'm proud to announce that Steve Miller Band's "The Joker" was in the top 20.  That's one of my favorite songs.  Hey, Heart was in the top 20 too.  That strikes me as funny.
I can't wait to get a tan.  To hell with skin cancer!!!  I don't wanna be pasty anymore!  The weather here today was great....very cool, low humidity.  I HATE HATE HATE hot, humid, GA weather.  I can't wait to be in Michigan this summer with cold water, no humidity, cool breezes....ahh.....but first, finals.  and a month and a half at home.  IN the heat.  You know what's weird to me?  People I barely know telling me they like my poetry.  I mean, it's not a bad thing at all, it's just.....weird.  My poetry is something I kept private for years.  And all of a sudden, anybody can read it.  I think I'm just a little embarrassed.  I mean, i'm hypercritical of my writing, just as most people would be.....
I've been listening to Django Haskins all day today.  He's this guy from Atlanta who lives in NYC.  I was there over winter break with my friend Rebecca and we went with her cousin J to see Django perform.  He was awesome.  And I met him, cuz he and J are friends.  ANd i wish he'd release a major CD.  Cuz he is so great and deserves a huge fan following.  You wouldn't know I'm actually making an A in english right now.
Say "bikini."  Don't you feel stupid when you say that?
I was taking care of my neighbor's cat this weekend and it's kinda funny because they shaved her for the hot weather.  She's so sad looking.  She used to look like Mr. Bigglesworth before her fur started growing back....it's not funny.  I shouldn't laugh, but....ah, whatever.
Have any of you read Anne Rice's Vittorio, the Vampire?  I finished Pandora a month or two ago and Vittorio is next in the series.  So i thought I'd see if any of you have read it before i spent 6 bucks.  memnoch was a great book.  One huge theological debate between Memnoch the devil and Lestat, everybody's favorite vampire.
Air guitar isn't fun anymore.  Now I just feel pathetic.  I want a real guitar so I can play real music and sing real songs.  NOt that singing along to my cds isn't fun and all....but there's a line, and I've crossed it.  I want this teal guitar that I saw at Mars Music.  It was very very mucho pretty.  Yeah.  My parents don't take me seriously.  But I want a guitar.  Maybe y'all could chip in and buy it for me?  That'd be cool.
I can't wait for summer... one week.  one week and i'm free.  And i won't see these people for 2.5 months.  ooooonnnnne week.  siiiiiigh.  And after that, evil mean dean jean bayer WON'T be dean anymore and my life will gain a little more peace.  S will be dean and that'll be awesome.  But all this crap about the dresscode.  I just want to stab myself in the eye.  Why oh why must they punish us and make this such a big deal???  Arrgh.  My mother is on the dresscode committee.  Yay.  SHe couldn't swing any loopholes.  "Happy fascists" was the phrase I believe, Drew.  OK that's all for now.  I"m gonna go grab some orange juice.  Maybe a magazine and some chocolate.  Because I loooooove chocolate.  and I love my car.